And relapsed. It happened just like that. I have been going through a rough time with my wife and I was fearful of the future. My addict took advantage of my vulnerable state and I'm feeling miserable today. I'm trying not to beat myself up and remind myself to learn from this slip. I had been neglecting this forum and recovery in general. Recovery has been less of a priority lately but now I'm getting back on the wagon... No more neglect.