hey all, i just signed into the forum. i think i am still quite confused, but think I am sure my ED is porn induced. I am not watching them daily, but since years, since I am 15 or 16, which is now about 25 years. My sex life was good to great, not daily, but enough for me. I like keeping sex as something special with a special person, of course I had also sex just for the sake of it. one night stands, 3some, 4some, but that?s about it. no SM or things like that.
since a few months/may be years i felt that there is a problem, couldn?t get a hard one, went soft, went definitely soft with condoms.
yesteerday was the DAY... i had my affair, whom i like a lot, at my place, he reacted immediately when he saw me (yes guys i am gay), but nothing happened to me. a dream of a body, but nothing happend on my side, my hard one came from kamagra, but no orgasm...that wasn?t the first time...frustration poor.
started to search in the internet, i just knew that i am too young for such a problem, i am super fit, athletic built, testosteron is all in the muscle but down there. fund the reboot and YBOP page, read it,...and made a test. took a porn, just to thought of it, started to move something down there, porn went on, action started and i got a hard one in NO TIME. Orgasm no problem! This shocked me.
I got no addiction, no big alcohol drinker, no drugs, may be sports is my addiction and coffee and....porn as it seems.
Than I started thinking:
- morning wood? happens now and than
- getting horny seeing a man live? NO
- getting horny or a hard one through kissing only? NO
- regular use of porns to wank? YES
- constant change of porns to see different videos, otherwise bored? YES
- are porns getting harder in action? slight YES
anything to add? I guess I need to reboot my system completely and look forward to react as nature made me to react.
Day 1 was no problem, but will be interesting to see how the other days will start.
Luckily I don?t see him often, giviing me time to reboot. Like this guy very much and having sex with him, which I am sure will be helpfull in the rewire phase.
since a few months/may be years i felt that there is a problem, couldn?t get a hard one, went soft, went definitely soft with condoms.
yesteerday was the DAY... i had my affair, whom i like a lot, at my place, he reacted immediately when he saw me (yes guys i am gay), but nothing happened to me. a dream of a body, but nothing happend on my side, my hard one came from kamagra, but no orgasm...that wasn?t the first time...frustration poor.
started to search in the internet, i just knew that i am too young for such a problem, i am super fit, athletic built, testosteron is all in the muscle but down there. fund the reboot and YBOP page, read it,...and made a test. took a porn, just to thought of it, started to move something down there, porn went on, action started and i got a hard one in NO TIME. Orgasm no problem! This shocked me.
I got no addiction, no big alcohol drinker, no drugs, may be sports is my addiction and coffee and....porn as it seems.
Than I started thinking:
- morning wood? happens now and than
- getting horny seeing a man live? NO
- getting horny or a hard one through kissing only? NO
- regular use of porns to wank? YES
- constant change of porns to see different videos, otherwise bored? YES
- are porns getting harder in action? slight YES
anything to add? I guess I need to reboot my system completely and look forward to react as nature made me to react.
Day 1 was no problem, but will be interesting to see how the other days will start.
Luckily I don?t see him often, giviing me time to reboot. Like this guy very much and having sex with him, which I am sure will be helpfull in the rewire phase.