aiminghigher
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Hi lpx,
Sure reads like you had some intense moments there.
This might just have been the best incentive you could wish for. Hopefully that intensity is enough to stay away from PMO like you said.
What I want to say about you and your girlfriend is less a recommendation and more my opinion. So don't be offended should it not fit your own beliefs. Take away what you want.
It is very nice to read that she turned around, and wants to give it a shot. However, if she keeps having trouble accepting that you are or were addicted, if it leads her to blame and shame you, then the question is not whether you're the right one for her. I would say she's not the right one for you.
No matter how much you want this to work. No matter how much you want to be with her. Should it remain very difficult for her to respect your struggle, then I really believe she's not the right one for you.
Why? Well, from what I read about how you take the situation, you may start bending over backwards to prove to her that you're worth it. And though that might seem the right thing to do, after a while, maybe a few years, you'll realise you've been giving a little too much of yourself to her without it satisfying her demands.
I'm not implying you should walk away right now. On the contrary. Give it all you've got. But I don't think it's a bad idea to take a step back every now and then, and evaluate how she treats you. And if she has too much trouble accepting you for who you are, if she demands from you that you become someone else, then believe me, she's not ready for a relationship with you.
Do not get that attached to her that you cannot see this any more.
Having said that, I'd like to end on a different note. I hope you guys can work through it together. Situations like this can bring you closer as well.
Good luck!
Sure reads like you had some intense moments there.
This might just have been the best incentive you could wish for. Hopefully that intensity is enough to stay away from PMO like you said.
What I want to say about you and your girlfriend is less a recommendation and more my opinion. So don't be offended should it not fit your own beliefs. Take away what you want.
It is very nice to read that she turned around, and wants to give it a shot. However, if she keeps having trouble accepting that you are or were addicted, if it leads her to blame and shame you, then the question is not whether you're the right one for her. I would say she's not the right one for you.
No matter how much you want this to work. No matter how much you want to be with her. Should it remain very difficult for her to respect your struggle, then I really believe she's not the right one for you.
Why? Well, from what I read about how you take the situation, you may start bending over backwards to prove to her that you're worth it. And though that might seem the right thing to do, after a while, maybe a few years, you'll realise you've been giving a little too much of yourself to her without it satisfying her demands.
I'm not implying you should walk away right now. On the contrary. Give it all you've got. But I don't think it's a bad idea to take a step back every now and then, and evaluate how she treats you. And if she has too much trouble accepting you for who you are, if she demands from you that you become someone else, then believe me, she's not ready for a relationship with you.
Do not get that attached to her that you cannot see this any more.
Having said that, I'd like to end on a different note. I hope you guys can work through it together. Situations like this can bring you closer as well.
Good luck!