Its_gotta_get_better
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Ok, I'm at day 23 of my reboot and it's been going pretty well. No porn. Not one second. I don't think about it, I don't long for it, and I don't flashback to it. I'm surprised because it has always been where I go when I'm sad or happy or mad or confused. I'm actually kind of zen about it.
Here's the question... I haven't been able to get hard enough to MO without porn for many many years, and I've had real trouble with ED for a long time. This morning I had the most amazing morning wood, which I take as a good sign. After the wood went away, I wanted to see if I could get it back without porn, just by relaxing and thinking about my wife. Shazam, it's back, and I kind of took it all the way. For the first time in more years than I can remember, I got hard and finished, no porn, no pills.
Should I feel happy or guilty?
Here's the question... I haven't been able to get hard enough to MO without porn for many many years, and I've had real trouble with ED for a long time. This morning I had the most amazing morning wood, which I take as a good sign. After the wood went away, I wanted to see if I could get it back without porn, just by relaxing and thinking about my wife. Shazam, it's back, and I kind of took it all the way. For the first time in more years than I can remember, I got hard and finished, no porn, no pills.
Should I feel happy or guilty?