my second attempt 7 days

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star_born88

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guys am in terrible pain in my mind and sad .
i tried my best to beat the devil.
but still its haunting me again and again.
i dont know what to do guys.
every time i set am able complete for one day and  the second day my thoughts getting to those things and doing pmo.

pls help me friend what all solution to get rid of this.
again hav set a new counter for seven days.
from today morning
 
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star_born88

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friends tell me why am uable to control.something somewhere triggers me.
if am clean for one day previous maximum its 6 days.my mind on 7th day tells me.you have acheibed something so lets enjoy for this and make me to fall for it again.

friends whats actually happening inside me.why am unable to control and experts pls tell me how to overcome this.
 
Dai

Dai

Member
Hi
I think it is important to focus on the problem...on porn addiction. I have the same thing happening to me..and sure that is happening to all of us.
What I mean bout focusing on the problem is:

1- Every morning, after you weak up you have to open this site, write something about the previous day, how you fought this addiction and see a couple of other people posts, read about their stories and support them.
2- Put up a counter for yourself, hang it on a wall on your room to remember both the days that were OK, and the days of relapsing.

If you forget that you are a porn addict, you will fall again and again. of course after the reboot, you can forget about all of this, but you have to reach the point where porn is not an option first.
 
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star_born88

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thanks for the reply mate.
will start from today in my journal about the happenings.
 
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star_born88

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guys one day gone ,am really happy that i completed a single pmo.
the day i used for reading three books at the same tym.
really interesting to read novels after a long time.
and later in evening i met my frnds spent really well with lot of our old memories and planned lot the coming weekend.
and the night slept early it tempted me to switch on lap and watch movies ,then myself controlled and went to sleep tight.

today again to office so a busy shedule gone well.didnt think of pmo not even a second.
so going on well frnds.

back to home thought of replying and share with u mates...
had tea at home,
happy evening guys take care.

let me catch u tomm.
 
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star_born88

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today also went on well with no pmo
morning few thoughts triggered in my brain.
after that office works went on well.
came back home well and sound hope to get refreshed and get back to some music or novels..
happy evening guys ;-)
 
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star_born88

Guest
hai guys gud evening ..day was busy ..
and lot of things to learn and heading in gud phase guys..hope u all doing great

enjoy guyss
 
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star_born88

Guest
hai guys hw was the evening.
my day was well and gud.as usual a busy day.
have a pleasant evening.
 
Dai

Dai

Member
I hope you are Ok tonight. Don't even think about going back! 
keep going, you have done 4 days with out it and you can continue doing it  ;).
 
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star_born88

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guys its terrible that i again did pmo on my fifth night .as my frnds were posting and sending some pics and talking it triggered again guys .

just i am two days behind to complete my goal.
:-(

what to do next guys..

in pain and sad again
 
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star_born88

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day-1 10-1-2015 7.15 am

starting again sincerely this time
hope i can acheive ,last time my no pmo count i was able to acheive 5 out of 7 days.
let me do it this time.
 
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star_born88

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two days completed successfully.
happy start of the week guys.
enjoy the day happy morning.
 
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