nickd247
Member
hey all, welcome to Gabes new site! figured id post up my success story to share with anyone who may be struggling with an addiction like i had. hopefully you can take something away from it
Im going to keep the first part of this success story limited to the basic vital info so you can quickly read it and relate without sifting through a bunch of other stuff. I will include a second post which will have other things like my opinions on various topics based on my experience recovering from addiction. Here it goes:
Statistics:
-Im 25
-Always been healthy(gym, basketball great diet); never any problems with sexual functioning before addiction.
-Sexually experienced, been having pretty consistent sex since I was 17 in LT relationships
-Became addicted to porn after a break up when I was 20, so 5 years of addiction total.
Before porn addiction
-Rock hard erections, never failed at maintaining an erection and laughed at those who did.
-could have sex up to 3 times per day each time nearly an hour in length, in any position
-regular taste in sex, only liked women and didn?t need extreme things to reach orgasm.
-I had a drive to meet and talk to women. If there was a decent looking girl, you can be damn sure I was trying to bang her lol
During porn addiction
-Failed atleast 10 times to stay hard with girls. Even if I did stay hard, my erections were weak
-an addiction to novelty. I buried my emotional trauma from a break up in many different womens pussies. Never saw anyone consistently and was single for 5 years (unheard of for me)
- Porn escalated into extreme genres eventually getting into gay/ tranny.
-Dealt with a small round of HOCD until I found YBOP. I even tried out getting a bj from a guy and realized that it wasn?t for me and I was totally 100% straight.
- became addicted also to internet dating websites and would constantly meet new girls and just try to bang them, only to have PIED cause a failure
- I was incredibly insecure with myself and my sexual capability. This caused terrible performance anxiety making it near impossible to have sex.
-I masturbated daily to the raunchiest nastiest craigslist casual ads(DO NOT EVER DO THIS!!) porn literature is just as bad as videos!
- I used to get a feeling of being ?doped up? after a PMO session. I would instantly become sluggish and felt like dying.
-wasn?t as inclined to meet and talk to girls.
After porn addiction (about 2.5-3 months of rebooting and some rewiring):
- im hard pretty much instantly when I lay down and cuddle with my girl (met her while I was rebooting and took it somewhat slow and told her about my problem first before sex).
- I have been having consistent sex for the past few weeks up to 45 minutes in length and even making my girl cum several times. Im back to 2-3 sex sessions per day if we hang out all day.
- sexual tastes are returning back to normal; tranny/gay fantasies have greatly diminished
-masturbation frequency is insignificant. Going from 1/day to basically 2 times per month.
- just an overall feeling of wellness. Haven?t been sick since I quit P and reduced MO to next to nothing.
-MUCH MORE SECURE WITH MYSELF! I feel like I can do anything, get any girl, pass any class, overall just accomplish my goals.
Physical symptoms during addiction:
-weird irregular chest pains coming from my heart.
-extreme pain coming from my prostate several times per month.
-extreme pain and burning sensation when urinating after PMO (probably due to death grip masturbation technique)
-cystic pustule acne on my back and occassionaly on my face (also had this prior to addiction)
Physical symptoms after addiction:
-chest pains are nearly gone
No more prostate pain and burning sensation when urinating after orgasm (no more death grip even if I do MO)
-Acne is basically gone.
Well that?s it, be sure to check out the following post on my opinion about some other topics relating to rebooting and all the other stuff.
thanks to all who have paved the way for awareness about porn addiction and its ties to erectile dysfunction (PIED). Also, if you have shared your story in the ?success story? section, I have probably read it and took something from it which helped me tremendously. Specifically, Gabe, gary Wilson.
Im going to keep the first part of this success story limited to the basic vital info so you can quickly read it and relate without sifting through a bunch of other stuff. I will include a second post which will have other things like my opinions on various topics based on my experience recovering from addiction. Here it goes:
Statistics:
-Im 25
-Always been healthy(gym, basketball great diet); never any problems with sexual functioning before addiction.
-Sexually experienced, been having pretty consistent sex since I was 17 in LT relationships
-Became addicted to porn after a break up when I was 20, so 5 years of addiction total.
Before porn addiction
-Rock hard erections, never failed at maintaining an erection and laughed at those who did.
-could have sex up to 3 times per day each time nearly an hour in length, in any position
-regular taste in sex, only liked women and didn?t need extreme things to reach orgasm.
-I had a drive to meet and talk to women. If there was a decent looking girl, you can be damn sure I was trying to bang her lol
During porn addiction
-Failed atleast 10 times to stay hard with girls. Even if I did stay hard, my erections were weak
-an addiction to novelty. I buried my emotional trauma from a break up in many different womens pussies. Never saw anyone consistently and was single for 5 years (unheard of for me)
- Porn escalated into extreme genres eventually getting into gay/ tranny.
-Dealt with a small round of HOCD until I found YBOP. I even tried out getting a bj from a guy and realized that it wasn?t for me and I was totally 100% straight.
- became addicted also to internet dating websites and would constantly meet new girls and just try to bang them, only to have PIED cause a failure
- I was incredibly insecure with myself and my sexual capability. This caused terrible performance anxiety making it near impossible to have sex.
-I masturbated daily to the raunchiest nastiest craigslist casual ads(DO NOT EVER DO THIS!!) porn literature is just as bad as videos!
- I used to get a feeling of being ?doped up? after a PMO session. I would instantly become sluggish and felt like dying.
-wasn?t as inclined to meet and talk to girls.
After porn addiction (about 2.5-3 months of rebooting and some rewiring):
- im hard pretty much instantly when I lay down and cuddle with my girl (met her while I was rebooting and took it somewhat slow and told her about my problem first before sex).
- I have been having consistent sex for the past few weeks up to 45 minutes in length and even making my girl cum several times. Im back to 2-3 sex sessions per day if we hang out all day.
- sexual tastes are returning back to normal; tranny/gay fantasies have greatly diminished
-masturbation frequency is insignificant. Going from 1/day to basically 2 times per month.
- just an overall feeling of wellness. Haven?t been sick since I quit P and reduced MO to next to nothing.
-MUCH MORE SECURE WITH MYSELF! I feel like I can do anything, get any girl, pass any class, overall just accomplish my goals.
Physical symptoms during addiction:
-weird irregular chest pains coming from my heart.
-extreme pain coming from my prostate several times per month.
-extreme pain and burning sensation when urinating after PMO (probably due to death grip masturbation technique)
-cystic pustule acne on my back and occassionaly on my face (also had this prior to addiction)
Physical symptoms after addiction:
-chest pains are nearly gone
No more prostate pain and burning sensation when urinating after orgasm (no more death grip even if I do MO)
-Acne is basically gone.
Well that?s it, be sure to check out the following post on my opinion about some other topics relating to rebooting and all the other stuff.
thanks to all who have paved the way for awareness about porn addiction and its ties to erectile dysfunction (PIED). Also, if you have shared your story in the ?success story? section, I have probably read it and took something from it which helped me tremendously. Specifically, Gabe, gary Wilson.
