anonymous217
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I am a 17 year old junior in high school who started watching almost every day when i was in 8th grade. And i know 3 and a half years seems kind of short but my life is going down the drain. I dont know how to stop. Im like mega addicted. Im losing my hair, and i am unable to heal any of my injuries because of this problem. Not to mention i am lathargic all the time and have no will to do anything!!! I know people say to go do stuff like exersise and non-screen time but I play Varsity Soccer and Basketball and i dont know how to quit. I always find that urge to go back and watch. I have no idea what i am going to do for college, and my love life sucks!!! I mean i havent dated anyone since i was a freshman, and that was a horrible, desperate relationship! The girl i like now it seems like we are really close, but i am akward around her a lot because i watch so much and i think this is a big turn off for her. And not to mention im suicidal. If their's no hope for me in this world (will never get a decent job, or woman) then what's the point of living?? Watching has destroyed my life completely, and if someone has a solution out there, i will love you forever. Please dont refer me to something, just explain it to me!! Because ive searched for far to long, and i dont want my life to go up in flames anymore...