We all know the basic story of jerkyll and hyde..
Which inspired many stories... Example HULK etc..
I was smoking pot and i got super high. And my pothead wanted to jerk off. And i even opened up the website.
I have never stopped myself in that position once i open up the site i always finish the job. Surprisingly yesterday the good guy in me came out shouting NO
Then the addict in me abuses him back.
I was literally hearing two guys talk. Just like in the movies. I was so shocked and scared. Do i have mental disorder? But again i realized thats how our brain works.
Two guys constantly controlling the balance.
Without these two we wont function. The guy who wants to watch porn is the same guy who gives us willpower.
So yea after 7 rejections to the porn guy. He said fuck u. Closed the site. Shuts down the pc. Took me out to beach and i sat there calmly.
I repeat.
This is the first time ever i have closed the site and the zip.
Its like throwing down a cigarette after its light (for smoking addicts)
This is just my perspective.
If u r in tht position i urge u to try saying "NO" as much as possible and tell me how many NO it took to make ur porn guy feel defeated? Mine was 7 No.
Which inspired many stories... Example HULK etc..
I was smoking pot and i got super high. And my pothead wanted to jerk off. And i even opened up the website.
I have never stopped myself in that position once i open up the site i always finish the job. Surprisingly yesterday the good guy in me came out shouting NO
Then the addict in me abuses him back.
I was literally hearing two guys talk. Just like in the movies. I was so shocked and scared. Do i have mental disorder? But again i realized thats how our brain works.
Two guys constantly controlling the balance.
Without these two we wont function. The guy who wants to watch porn is the same guy who gives us willpower.
So yea after 7 rejections to the porn guy. He said fuck u. Closed the site. Shuts down the pc. Took me out to beach and i sat there calmly.
I repeat.
This is the first time ever i have closed the site and the zip.
Its like throwing down a cigarette after its light (for smoking addicts)
This is just my perspective.
If u r in tht position i urge u to try saying "NO" as much as possible and tell me how many NO it took to make ur porn guy feel defeated? Mine was 7 No.