That jekyll and hyde in you

[pr4v33n2u]

We all know the basic story of jerkyll and hyde..
Which inspired many stories... Example HULK etc..
I was smoking pot and i got super high. And my pothead wanted to jerk off. And i even opened up the website.
I have never stopped myself in that position once i open up the site i always finish the job. Surprisingly yesterday the good guy in me came out shouting NO
Then the addict in me abuses him back.
I was literally hearing two guys talk. Just like in the movies. I was so shocked and scared. Do i have mental disorder? But again i realized thats how our brain works.
Two guys constantly controlling the balance.
Without these two we wont function. The guy who wants to watch porn is the same guy who gives us willpower.
So yea after 7 rejections to the porn guy. He said fuck u. Closed the site. Shuts down the pc. Took me out to beach and i sat there calmly.
I repeat.
This is the first time ever i have closed the site and the zip.
Its like throwing down a cigarette after its light (for smoking addicts)
This is just my perspective.
If u r in tht position i urge u to try saying "NO" as much as possible and tell me how many NO it took to make ur porn guy feel defeated? Mine was 7 No.

 

[qrayzHD]

Good on you mate. Your old brain wanted that dopamine badly no matter what, but your more responsible part of the brain knows that isn't a good idea. We really do have 2 guys fighting it out inside our minds lol.

 

[Fappy]

I think ive got three people inside me! (He he... Sounds like a porno i once watched...).
Theres the creepy public masturbator porn addict, the normal, or "classic" me, and theres Fappy - a unsteady balance of both. I couldnt kill the porn fiend off so easily so i had to make another one to keep the other two from fighting.
Got to make the best of both worlds; one which you cant have back and one which you cant let go.

Dr. Fappy.