Hi my friends rebooters.
So i have a PIED induced since I started porn then extrem porn from 15 and i'm now 27. I never could be able to have sex because of that with differents gfs and some break up very painful because of that. Anyway i have discovered YBOP on September last year and i'm now 81 days free of PMO (even if i had some wet dreams). I have my morning wood but since i never tried to have sex with another girl so i dont know how my erections would be. The problem is my libido is i think at the higher level it could be. All girl i cross seems attractive to me, when i'm going to the gym you cant imagine how hard is it with all these hot girl doing some exercice in a very sexy leggings or in the tube etc.. and the problem is I cant stop thinking about sex with them but i dont have my erection even thinking about... is it slowing down the process ?
Also during my 81 days, I have been surprised 4 or 5 times to going on a nn helpful process (one time i been to a porn website watching pictures for 5 mn and close it so didnt PMO, or going to escort services profile and sending email to some of them speaking about sex) so i'm sometimes fantasing about sex and extrem sex as fetish but only with real girl and no with porn. I NEVER have PMO, or MO or M until now but despite that I m waking up the morning and thinking about my penis to control i have my morning woods or thinking about sex with my ex gf or other girl or thinking about fantasy. So i'm completely aware my hardmode 90 is not a completely success and i know after the 90 days it would take more days again to be recover as i dont think i rewired my brain or having a low dopamine level.I actually absolutely dont know. Last time i been happily surpised to have an erection just by watching a very attractive girl in the tube even if it wasnt that hard it was a good start. I really need advice to have a successful reboot and started finally to live my life of man and having a healthy and good sexual life..
i have several questions
1-after the 90 days would it be possible to trying having sex with a girl? what could happened if i dont have an erection? does it mean my penis would be always flat?
2- i think i m not anymore to the flatline because i'm now really horny and i met girls and indirectly think and speak about sex. is it normal?
3- my fantasy are still there, on my brain - what will happen if i tried to realise some of them with a professionnal so in real life and no throuh a screen laptop? I know it would be a MO but after the 90 days would it not be a good way to put all these fantasy behind me once i realise some of them and in the same time, trying without pressure to test if all working well?
thank you for your adviced !
So i have a PIED induced since I started porn then extrem porn from 15 and i'm now 27. I never could be able to have sex because of that with differents gfs and some break up very painful because of that. Anyway i have discovered YBOP on September last year and i'm now 81 days free of PMO (even if i had some wet dreams). I have my morning wood but since i never tried to have sex with another girl so i dont know how my erections would be. The problem is my libido is i think at the higher level it could be. All girl i cross seems attractive to me, when i'm going to the gym you cant imagine how hard is it with all these hot girl doing some exercice in a very sexy leggings or in the tube etc.. and the problem is I cant stop thinking about sex with them but i dont have my erection even thinking about... is it slowing down the process ?
Also during my 81 days, I have been surprised 4 or 5 times to going on a nn helpful process (one time i been to a porn website watching pictures for 5 mn and close it so didnt PMO, or going to escort services profile and sending email to some of them speaking about sex) so i'm sometimes fantasing about sex and extrem sex as fetish but only with real girl and no with porn. I NEVER have PMO, or MO or M until now but despite that I m waking up the morning and thinking about my penis to control i have my morning woods or thinking about sex with my ex gf or other girl or thinking about fantasy. So i'm completely aware my hardmode 90 is not a completely success and i know after the 90 days it would take more days again to be recover as i dont think i rewired my brain or having a low dopamine level.I actually absolutely dont know. Last time i been happily surpised to have an erection just by watching a very attractive girl in the tube even if it wasnt that hard it was a good start. I really need advice to have a successful reboot and started finally to live my life of man and having a healthy and good sexual life..
i have several questions
1-after the 90 days would it be possible to trying having sex with a girl? what could happened if i dont have an erection? does it mean my penis would be always flat?
2- i think i m not anymore to the flatline because i'm now really horny and i met girls and indirectly think and speak about sex. is it normal?
3- my fantasy are still there, on my brain - what will happen if i tried to realise some of them with a professionnal so in real life and no throuh a screen laptop? I know it would be a MO but after the 90 days would it not be a good way to put all these fantasy behind me once i realise some of them and in the same time, trying without pressure to test if all working well?
thank you for your adviced !
