levonferguson
New Member
Hi Everyone,
I have been a porn addict for 30 years. Today was the first step for finding peace.
I got on camera masturbating in a chat room. Someone threat to expose me online through blackmail. I paid the money but report it to the authorities. I realize for the 1st time in my life I had a problem. I suffer Bi Polar disorder. Masturbation and porn calms my anxiety attacks. Everyday it is a battle. I need true peace in my life. I love my family and I don't want to fall into despair. I found this online forum...which sounds amazing. I am looking forward to hear or share stories with anyone. One day at a time I will beat this addiction with God's help.
I have been a porn addict for 30 years. Today was the first step for finding peace.
I got on camera masturbating in a chat room. Someone threat to expose me online through blackmail. I paid the money but report it to the authorities. I realize for the 1st time in my life I had a problem. I suffer Bi Polar disorder. Masturbation and porn calms my anxiety attacks. Everyday it is a battle. I need true peace in my life. I love my family and I don't want to fall into despair. I found this online forum...which sounds amazing. I am looking forward to hear or share stories with anyone. One day at a time I will beat this addiction with God's help.