Never_again
Member
Hey everyone,
I'm almost 24 years old, and I've started watching porn on a regular basis when I was about 16 years old. I could watch porn as much as 3-4 time a day sometimes, do you realise how much time it represent on 8 years or regular exposure? I've wasted so much time, I was so humiliated many time because of my mild addiction to porn and I miss out so many opportunities to have girlfriends (actually I've never had a girlfriend, and I believe it's mainly because of my addiction to porn), and i've become such a weird guy because of that : I'm socially very awkward, very stressed around girls, I cannot keep eye contact with people...
But Last monday, I finally realised I had to cut out on pornography, I had enough of all this. I won't watch another porn video ever in my life or only with my future girlfriend for fun or if she wants to.
To be very honest, I don't believe I'm highly addicted to porn : During overseas trip, I did not watch porn for 2-3 weeks straight and it wasn't that bad, I did not feel like craving for it as bad as some people seems to be craving it.
I don't really want to talk more about that, I think that if you're reading this post on this very forum, you exactly know what I went through and why I'm here today.
So far, I cut out on porn for almost one week ! I've had only little craving so far, although yesterday was a tough day...
So my first goal is to go 1 month without masturbating or watching porn.
To make sure I'll succeed, I will :
_Keep myself very busy (start working out again, get more involve in music, reading more books, starting a blog on one of my passion, keep learning italian, starting to go out more and try to have a girlfriend.)
_Remind myself everyday that life is so goddamn short that I would dishonor myself if I spend one more minute watching porn
_Keep in mind my ultimate goal : No more porn, ever. And finding a girlfriend.
I'll keep this post updated as often as possible.
See you guys,
PS: By the way, sorry if there is any spelling mistakes, or grammatically wrong sentences, I'm not a native english speaker.
Never_Again
I'm almost 24 years old, and I've started watching porn on a regular basis when I was about 16 years old. I could watch porn as much as 3-4 time a day sometimes, do you realise how much time it represent on 8 years or regular exposure? I've wasted so much time, I was so humiliated many time because of my mild addiction to porn and I miss out so many opportunities to have girlfriends (actually I've never had a girlfriend, and I believe it's mainly because of my addiction to porn), and i've become such a weird guy because of that : I'm socially very awkward, very stressed around girls, I cannot keep eye contact with people...
But Last monday, I finally realised I had to cut out on pornography, I had enough of all this. I won't watch another porn video ever in my life or only with my future girlfriend for fun or if she wants to.
To be very honest, I don't believe I'm highly addicted to porn : During overseas trip, I did not watch porn for 2-3 weeks straight and it wasn't that bad, I did not feel like craving for it as bad as some people seems to be craving it.
I don't really want to talk more about that, I think that if you're reading this post on this very forum, you exactly know what I went through and why I'm here today.
So far, I cut out on porn for almost one week ! I've had only little craving so far, although yesterday was a tough day...
So my first goal is to go 1 month without masturbating or watching porn.
To make sure I'll succeed, I will :
_Keep myself very busy (start working out again, get more involve in music, reading more books, starting a blog on one of my passion, keep learning italian, starting to go out more and try to have a girlfriend.)
_Remind myself everyday that life is so goddamn short that I would dishonor myself if I spend one more minute watching porn
_Keep in mind my ultimate goal : No more porn, ever. And finding a girlfriend.
I'll keep this post updated as often as possible.
See you guys,
PS: By the way, sorry if there is any spelling mistakes, or grammatically wrong sentences, I'm not a native english speaker.
Never_Again