I suppose I have become somewhat complacent in my recovery lately. I've been falling into old ways today. The last couple days I have started to fantasize some. Today it culminated into spending wha must have been the better part of an hour looking at "modeling" pictures. It might as well have been an adult site. I managed to snap myself put of this trance without MOing so I feel good about that but I feel like maybe there's something I'm not addressing. I've been having a seemingly good day and I'm not entirely sure where this all set in. Just needing a little communal support and words of encouragement, I don't want to go back into my addiction.