PrayingMantis
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My brain is addicted but I am not my brain. This pattern will be broken.
Towards the beginning, I was a healthy person with great ambitions, drive, and focus. Now, my life has been overtaken my a mental fog that doesn't seem to go away, poor academic performance, weak will-power, a weakening social life, a weak and starting to become unhealthy relationship. The bulk of my day is spent in front of a laptop surfing the web, and fapping back to back (at least 3x/ day) to an ever-growing variety of material. I got my first glimpse 7 years ago, and have been hooked ever since. I had never imagined that this would ever become a strong addiction. I've decided to start after my last fapping session and hope to become a new healthier me.
My plan is to change my routine after the cues. I plan on avoiding whatever cues I can as much as possible.
Cue(s): Being in my room, working on my schoolwork while surfing the web, stumbling upon provocative images, TV, music, looking at girls
Routine: Fap
Reward: Dopamine rush
The plan is to replace the routine with completely stepping away from the laptop and doing a set of push-ups till failure.
Tomorrow will be Day 1 and I hope to see myself by the end of the next few months to be a transformed person.
Towards the beginning, I was a healthy person with great ambitions, drive, and focus. Now, my life has been overtaken my a mental fog that doesn't seem to go away, poor academic performance, weak will-power, a weakening social life, a weak and starting to become unhealthy relationship. The bulk of my day is spent in front of a laptop surfing the web, and fapping back to back (at least 3x/ day) to an ever-growing variety of material. I got my first glimpse 7 years ago, and have been hooked ever since. I had never imagined that this would ever become a strong addiction. I've decided to start after my last fapping session and hope to become a new healthier me.
My plan is to change my routine after the cues. I plan on avoiding whatever cues I can as much as possible.
Cue(s): Being in my room, working on my schoolwork while surfing the web, stumbling upon provocative images, TV, music, looking at girls
Routine: Fap
Reward: Dopamine rush
The plan is to replace the routine with completely stepping away from the laptop and doing a set of push-ups till failure.
Tomorrow will be Day 1 and I hope to see myself by the end of the next few months to be a transformed person.