Ontrack Man
Active Member
I think I'll start a journal. I've away from PMO for a week, and my dreams are getting hornier and weirder. I guess my mind is just wanting to vent. For me it's a good sign, cuz it's like my brain is feeling some kind of effects already.
I used to masturbate almost everyday, and a lot days I did it 3 or even 4 times a day. When I was bored, anxious, horny... I had/have a lot of triggers with pictures that come up in articles and blogs.
First time I tried, I relapsed in day 4, now i'm giving it another go and want to make it to at leas 5 months. I'm not sure why 150 days, it just seems like i'll be a completely new and better person. This is a personal challenge for me, I want to know I can better myself, and there isn't something outside or inside that is controlling me.
Anyway, I'm naming this blog "better dreams" because I dream of enjoying a healthier and more pleasurable sex life with a girl. I've been hooking up with dudes mostly for the last couple of years. The name also comes from this first change I've been seeing, through sexual dreams. I usually dream a lot, but not erotic dreams. Last night a kid was involved, it was weird having that mixed up with arousal.
Oh well, the unconscious mind can be wacky sometimes. Let's see how things evolve! If you have any questions for me, or comments, be sure to post.
I'll try to keep it honest and updated. Cheers!
I used to masturbate almost everyday, and a lot days I did it 3 or even 4 times a day. When I was bored, anxious, horny... I had/have a lot of triggers with pictures that come up in articles and blogs.
First time I tried, I relapsed in day 4, now i'm giving it another go and want to make it to at leas 5 months. I'm not sure why 150 days, it just seems like i'll be a completely new and better person. This is a personal challenge for me, I want to know I can better myself, and there isn't something outside or inside that is controlling me.
Anyway, I'm naming this blog "better dreams" because I dream of enjoying a healthier and more pleasurable sex life with a girl. I've been hooking up with dudes mostly for the last couple of years. The name also comes from this first change I've been seeing, through sexual dreams. I usually dream a lot, but not erotic dreams. Last night a kid was involved, it was weird having that mixed up with arousal.
Oh well, the unconscious mind can be wacky sometimes. Let's see how things evolve! If you have any questions for me, or comments, be sure to post.
I'll try to keep it honest and updated. Cheers!