Hi Everyone,
Thank you all for you positive posts.
So far so good, but it's tough. I've been talking about my addiction to my wife and although she realised I was an addict it appears we both did not know the negative impact it was having on our sex life.
I appear to have flatlined but the urge for PMO is still ever present, sometimes less than before. As for my pensis well it hasn't looked so good in a very long time, but it still looks red and damaged. The resensitiseation is taking much longer than I anticipated, I guess I'll just have to be patient. To be truthful I'm really looking forward to feeling sex, especially oral sex and to feel the senation as it should have always been.
My Wife is unwell at present so it suits us both not to have sex, which is fortunate. I've been focusing my energy on caring for her and if I was still PMO'ing I would not be able to afford either the time or energy that I have used to care for her.
She is responding to my love and care in a positive way and it is bringing us both closer together. My mind would be elsewhere if I was PMO'ing and once started only God knows when I would finish. How many times have we promised ourselves only 30 mins, only 60 mins, only 2 hours. I previously set timers only to hear them sound continuously in the background and irritate me during my session.
I ask if any of you guys have a recommendation for a website showing me how to mediate as I think this could be the answer to my stressrelief.
Anyhow thanks and good luck!