LarrySheets
Member
I think I am addicted to pornography.
I have been regularly viewing it for nearly 18 years now, starting with when I first got into computers in the mid-90s. I stumbled upon masturbating to it when I was a teenager, just from doing what felt good, and crying after the first time (because I didn't know what I had done). As I grew older, it became a few times a week/near daily kind of thing. I've never done it more than 2x a day, and even that is extremely rare (maybe 1,2 times a year).
I've had lots of girlfriends and have never had issues with women (meeting them/dates/etc). Only in the past few years did I ever think that my porn viewing habits have had an influence on my performace. I had had some slight trouble ejaculating but I always attributed it to anxiety medicine that I was on.
Basically, it is tough for me to finish when I'm having sex with my girlfriend. The next day, I'll usually watch pornography to help me finish. I have no trouble finishing when I watch it, and it troubles me.
I've been able to restrict watching porn to less than 2x a week now, although I can't seem to finally eliminate it forever. I am with a fantastic girl and really don't want to let this alter my life any longer than it already has. I need help...and that's why I am here. I really need a way to have some accountability, because I just can't seem to do this on my own.
Is there help here?
I have been regularly viewing it for nearly 18 years now, starting with when I first got into computers in the mid-90s. I stumbled upon masturbating to it when I was a teenager, just from doing what felt good, and crying after the first time (because I didn't know what I had done). As I grew older, it became a few times a week/near daily kind of thing. I've never done it more than 2x a day, and even that is extremely rare (maybe 1,2 times a year).
I've had lots of girlfriends and have never had issues with women (meeting them/dates/etc). Only in the past few years did I ever think that my porn viewing habits have had an influence on my performace. I had had some slight trouble ejaculating but I always attributed it to anxiety medicine that I was on.
Basically, it is tough for me to finish when I'm having sex with my girlfriend. The next day, I'll usually watch pornography to help me finish. I have no trouble finishing when I watch it, and it troubles me.
I've been able to restrict watching porn to less than 2x a week now, although I can't seem to finally eliminate it forever. I am with a fantastic girl and really don't want to let this alter my life any longer than it already has. I need help...and that's why I am here. I really need a way to have some accountability, because I just can't seem to do this on my own.
Is there help here?