Maritime18
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Hello all!
After learning more on yourbrainonporn.com I decided to quit PMO completely in mid January. I'm doing alright, I am flatlining but I have no desire to watch porn or masturbate anymore so I guess that is good. I'll get morning wood once in a while and sometimes my dreams will be sexual in nature.
PIED helped end three relationships for me, the most recent of them this past Friday. Every time, I was very happy and in love but I just couldn't please the girl. Whenever I talk to a girl now, I feel like I'll be expected to have sex with her soon, which I know that I can't do, so I just wait for everything to fall apart. It really sucks.
Before I stopped, I could be engaging in sexual relations with a girl and feel absolutely no arousal. You can please a girl for a little while but eventually she either wants to please you too or wants you to use your penis; so now I'm actually scared to engage in sex with a girl because I know I'll fail. I'll just be waiting for that moment when she realizes what's going on and I look like an idiot. To be honest I'm really scared that I'll never be able to hold down a relationship or please a woman again. I feel that I shouldn't even bother talking to girls because I know I can't do what I'll eventually be expected to do.
Well anyway, I guess I'm about 6 weeks into my reboot now and I can't say I'm feeling great right now, but I am motivated and never looking back. Now I know how terrible porn is for my brain and I plan to never go back to that. I think I may have a long road ahead of me, I PMO'd using online porn for probably almost (if not more than) 5 years and always used the prone masturbation technique which I have read worsens PIED symptoms. Morning wood comes back once in a while and I'm not having wet dreams but I do have random semen discharges during the day occasionally, not sure if that is good or bad. I am definitely flatlining hard right now, but failure is not an option here and I am ready to pull through it. I'm just not sure what else I'm supposed to be doing besides quitting masturbation, but I'll keep going with no PMO until I hear differently!
Any support or info will be insanely appreciated, I'm very intimidated by all this and I can use all the advice that you can give. Thank you so much for just reading this, I would love to hear from anyone, I have a few questions as well.
After learning more on yourbrainonporn.com I decided to quit PMO completely in mid January. I'm doing alright, I am flatlining but I have no desire to watch porn or masturbate anymore so I guess that is good. I'll get morning wood once in a while and sometimes my dreams will be sexual in nature.
PIED helped end three relationships for me, the most recent of them this past Friday. Every time, I was very happy and in love but I just couldn't please the girl. Whenever I talk to a girl now, I feel like I'll be expected to have sex with her soon, which I know that I can't do, so I just wait for everything to fall apart. It really sucks.
Before I stopped, I could be engaging in sexual relations with a girl and feel absolutely no arousal. You can please a girl for a little while but eventually she either wants to please you too or wants you to use your penis; so now I'm actually scared to engage in sex with a girl because I know I'll fail. I'll just be waiting for that moment when she realizes what's going on and I look like an idiot. To be honest I'm really scared that I'll never be able to hold down a relationship or please a woman again. I feel that I shouldn't even bother talking to girls because I know I can't do what I'll eventually be expected to do.
Well anyway, I guess I'm about 6 weeks into my reboot now and I can't say I'm feeling great right now, but I am motivated and never looking back. Now I know how terrible porn is for my brain and I plan to never go back to that. I think I may have a long road ahead of me, I PMO'd using online porn for probably almost (if not more than) 5 years and always used the prone masturbation technique which I have read worsens PIED symptoms. Morning wood comes back once in a while and I'm not having wet dreams but I do have random semen discharges during the day occasionally, not sure if that is good or bad. I am definitely flatlining hard right now, but failure is not an option here and I am ready to pull through it. I'm just not sure what else I'm supposed to be doing besides quitting masturbation, but I'll keep going with no PMO until I hear differently!
Any support or info will be insanely appreciated, I'm very intimidated by all this and I can use all the advice that you can give. Thank you so much for just reading this, I would love to hear from anyone, I have a few questions as well.