My story :
I am a guy from India. and will be 20 this foming august! I came over pornographic video for the first time at the mere age of 12! at first it was a disgusting feeling. As time passed by my classmates used to talk about this sex and porn stuff. When I was 14, I came to know what 'fuck' means :'( How innocent my life was at that time...then I moved on to Chandigarh as my father whos serving in the Army was posted here. On 31th december 2010...for the first time I fapped!!! (in the bathroom of course) I was lil curious. then I combined this arousal experiment with the magazines' HOT MODELS...and then went to bathroom...it began with the magazines...them newspapers....then TV...then my smartphone that made "porn stuff' very handy! Since past two years I have realised that I am getting stuck in a big trouble!! M not wat i used to be. my point of view to see has "changed" !!! I feel disgusting....How the hell can I think so....????? My life is getting complicated day by day.....I make promises to myself not to watch porn, & then I break them...! that shatters my confidence...my belief in myself. I am scared...whether I can handle my life or not...Can I live my life....because sometimes I feel like someone else is in me...something else is controlling me...and you no....I broke that promise again!
I am weaker than yesterday....AGAIN!