16 years old, rebooting!

Marko7776

Marko7776

Member
Hello. I deleted my old journal and decided to start a new one because I decided to finally quit relapsing. Little background: started fapping when I was 9, highspeed porn since 12-13 since then I had escalated to some crazy shit... I have mild-moderate ED, I also have poor concentration etc. But since I started rebooting I met loads of new people and my social anexity is 100% gone!!!!! Been trying to quit since june 2014 but oh well. I always used to relapse because I tought I messed up.. (urges never get me) Anyway I think I finally got over that feeling. Can't wait to write that 90 day report! Now on day 5 and expiriencing some depression anexity and insomnia.

Also started to improve other areas of my life!

Also I'm looking for an accountability partner if anyone is interested.
 
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Anoniem5

Active Member
I can tell by your attitude you will make the 90 day report! It's good to hear you got some improvements in your life like losing your social anxiety. Don't give up! When you're bored, and you feel urges to watch porn, just go for a run! It will help you not to relapse and this will also give you more motivation. Please keep posting cuz I can really relate to you as we share the same age and problems. Would be nice to see what improvements we both make.
Keep on rocking! :)
 
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Anoniem5

Active Member
Oh yeah, I see you are looking for an accountability partner, not really sure what that is tho, but just give me a message if you want to have 1 on 1 conversation about this subject! :)
 
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fightforlife

Guest
You recognized that P is harming your life very early. You do not have to spend decades with its sustaining pain in your life. Good decision!

I am just 2 years older than you. If you have any problems, you can talk to me via PM.

5 days is a good start, keep going!
 
Marko7776

Marko7776

Member
Thanks for the support guys! And yes I'm very happy for finding YBOP so young. I guess I'm lucky ..
Anyway, today was the worst day this streak, I was tempted pretty much all day but I made it!
 
Marko7776

Marko7776

Member
Day 6 complete. I had no urges today at all. And 5 minutes ago I was chatting to this girl I met last summer (normal chat) then she started to talk something about her ass and I got trigger very badly I immediately shut down my phone and won the battle. I'm so proud right now :D I feel very in control.
 
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DanteKO

Guest
Hey man I'm 16 too and I'm glad you noticed the side effects of porn! I'm already 10 days strong and I've had several urges and times where I was just about to give up. I didn't, and if you feel like giving up, don't and focus on your reasons. Your willpower will become incredible.
 
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Jeff/Dan

Guest
Hey mate, great that you found YBOP so young!

Keep going, we're all behind you, man!

Peace

JD
 
Marko7776

Marko7776

Member
Thanks guys! Yes I'm very happy because of that, what would happen if I found it in 4-5 years? my life would be totally ruined.

Anyway day 8 is done, hardest day since the begining, I saw a lot of triggers but turned my head every time, was tempted pretty much all day, but I won, again.

mrreboot- I ja sam iz Zagreba
 
Marko7776

Marko7776

Member
Day 9, done. No urges today, I've never enjoyed life this much. Just came back from the movies, watched the lazarus effect.. No sex scenes, but I had to turn my head some times... Guess  this was a good day!
 
Marko7776

Marko7776

Member
Thanks! You will make it
Today I had some minor urges and I told one more friend about this addiction.. Still going strong
 
Marko7776

Marko7776

Member
Day 12, haven't been this far in months. No urges today, I guess I hit flatline, I'm not depressed tho, pretty happy and when I wake up I look forward to the day..
 
Marko7776

Marko7776

Member
Day 5. I forgot to mention that I have a girlfriend now. I didn't tell her about rebooting. But I did sell some weak story why I can't have sex.. Am very depressed.
 
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