Hello there, I am 31 and the last time I tried to have intercourse with my new girlfriend I was not able to gain an erection. This had (has) me quite concerned so I went to the interweb to try and self diagnose my ED and what is causing it. Through an hour or so of reading up on ED and the symptoms and what pill treatments are available I found RN and this is the only explanation for why I wasn't able to perform. Unfortunately I have been watching a lot of P over the last few years. I started looking at porn when I was 14 or 15 and casually viewed it since I discovered what it was. Through certain circumstances I fell into a routine with it and became much more engaged with it. I have been single for the last three years as well and unfortunately because porn was so easy I used this to bond with instead of a real person. Now I have come to the realization that this has caused PIED in my life. I have read quite a few of others stories and how they have fallen into this same path I am on and I can relate to a majority of the problems on here.
So I was going to cure myself and kick the P habit by myself and stayed the course for 7 days thinking it was almost to easy, then I came out of a short flatline and had amazing wood, It was incredible and I thought I was fixed, so I ended up going and MO without P. After that I let my brain trick me into going to a P site and I realized I am not yet cured I just tricked myself into falling right back into the P addiction I am quitting. So to hold myself more accountable I have registered here and decided to start a post to find some support from others who know more about getting through this than myself and to let others who can relate to my history know they are not recovering alone.
So I was going to cure myself and kick the P habit by myself and stayed the course for 7 days thinking it was almost to easy, then I came out of a short flatline and had amazing wood, It was incredible and I thought I was fixed, so I ended up going and MO without P. After that I let my brain trick me into going to a P site and I realized I am not yet cured I just tricked myself into falling right back into the P addiction I am quitting. So to hold myself more accountable I have registered here and decided to start a post to find some support from others who know more about getting through this than myself and to let others who can relate to my history know they are not recovering alone.