Hampton23666
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Hi all. I am a 63 year old gay man who has suddenly come to realize in the last year that I have developed PIED. I used to PMO 2 to 3 times a week but lately the sessions were lasting 2 to 3 hours looking for that perfect video. Even with the porn my erections were becoming less firm even though I could O but the type of P I was watching was becoming more aggressive and violent .Last year I met a really nice guy but when we got in bed, I could not maintain an erection. After a couple of meetings I was so disappointed in my self that I did not hook up with him again. At that point, I did not realize what was happening. I have not PMO'd in about 6 days but just as a test today tried to MO and.... nothing. Luckily, it did not discourage me to the point where I PMO'd. It confuses me because most mornings I wake up with an erection so that is why I don't think it is because of my age. Looking at naked men (either in person or pictures) just doesn't do it for me anymore. I am a little scared that it may never again. I am not involved with anybody and guess I have always been sort of a loner so that is why I have really found quite a bit of comfort reading everybody's posts. I don't feel so alone. Thanks guys for taking the time to post and share your struggles with the rest of us. It means more than you will ever know! And I plan to keep trudging along and hope for the best! BTW..I am reading YBOP which is a tremendous help. I think Lyon03 suggested this in one of his posts and it is very encouraging. Well, I have rambled long enough. Wish me luck!