I@andothis
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After having more that 200+ days free of porn, I got sucked back down into the trenches and it sucks.
I had to set the counter back to zero today, so it's been a tough one. I know I'll get through it, but...... Actually, I should have set the counter back to zero about three weeks ago. Thought my one night of fapping wasn't enough to do a reset but then there was another day and then another. This morning while talking with my wife on the phone I even had it up on the screen. HOW STUPID COULD I BE?
I don't have time to go into all the details right now about how I let me defenses down, I'll try to post that later on. Right now just trying to deal with a lot of the old depressive feelings that I thought were long gone.
I had to set the counter back to zero today, so it's been a tough one. I know I'll get through it, but...... Actually, I should have set the counter back to zero about three weeks ago. Thought my one night of fapping wasn't enough to do a reset but then there was another day and then another. This morning while talking with my wife on the phone I even had it up on the screen. HOW STUPID COULD I BE?
I don't have time to go into all the details right now about how I let me defenses down, I'll try to post that later on. Right now just trying to deal with a lot of the old depressive feelings that I thought were long gone.