I am trying trying to avoid both porn and fetishes close to one year by now. I have failed many times could only reach 30 days or so without fapping. Last week suddenly an amazing thing happened, I could have small boners with love making fantasies. I liked it so much gave me so much courage. But as soon as a little bit of arousal awakened again porn came back again and nothing left. No senses again.
What can I say? I am like a drug addict, I hate my self so much, lost the earning of one year like a gambler.
What can I say? I am like a drug addict, I hate my self so much, lost the earning of one year like a gambler.