Hello!
I have read a couple posts here and thought I would make one to share what works and what doesn't for me with a partner, hoping it might give some insights for you. As a rebooter, I've had two relationships. The first one went terrible, and the current one is doing great. As a rebooter, what I appreciate a lot, is understanding, respect, complicity and creativity. What I hate the most is disrespect and closedness.
I'll elaborate on the negative impacts of those.
Disrespect attacks the ego of someone. My first girlfriend told me on our first sexual experience that I was her first time below 30 minutes. This kind of comment creates anxiety. It's probably going to be worse too if you start accusing him of not loving you, or of having a different sexual orientation than what he is. And it's not just in the sexual life... if the relationship has a dynamic of disrespect, anxiety is created, and anxiety, no matter the cause, is bad for a rebooter, because it can cause ED (which I have), which can in turn cause the ego, to go through the floor, and skyrocket anxiety further, creating a really bad vicious circle.
Closedness creates trust issues. As a rebooter, if I watch porn, it's not because I'm not interested in my girlfriend. I have a porn issue. Rebooters have porn issues. It doesn't mean they're not attracted to their partner, it means just that they have that to deal with. So closedness creates trust issues for you, but it also creates trust issues for him too. That's because, if you're scared of porn, he will hide his addiction from you. What happens if you say that something is disappointing to your partner? He might try to stop. But if it happens again, you can bet that he will be scared of telling you. Same thing goes for porn, if your partner is hiding porn from you, it's either because he doesn't trust you can handle it, or that you've never really let him know that you could and that he doesn't have to feel ashamed of his addiction. Of course, if you can't handle it, then you really shouldn't expect him to trust you to handle it
Now, about the what I love the most, as a rebooter.
Understanding leads to relaxation. Having an understanding girlfriend helps me with my anxiety and shame, which helps me with my ED and therefore, my reboot process. Same goes for respect.
Complicity reinforce my bound with my girlfriend and motivates me through my reboot process. It's a lot more easier with someone on my side, than by myself. My girlfriend cheering me up is of huge help.
Creativity does the same, but in a different way. We find alternatives, we enjoy different ways to experiment sex, we think about solutions together, and more importantly, it makes me interested in rebooting. I want to have fun with her, not with porn
Finally, I think that the best is not to show how bad porn affects you, as a partner, because that will scare him and make him feel shame. I think the best, is to show him how life could be much better for both of you if he reboots successfully. Unfortunately, what I'm telling you now, I don't know how good it is when the relationship is advanced. I only know it's great to start a relationship like that and keep going with it. But I wanted to share it with you, who knows, maybe it can help
I have read a couple posts here and thought I would make one to share what works and what doesn't for me with a partner, hoping it might give some insights for you. As a rebooter, I've had two relationships. The first one went terrible, and the current one is doing great. As a rebooter, what I appreciate a lot, is understanding, respect, complicity and creativity. What I hate the most is disrespect and closedness.
I'll elaborate on the negative impacts of those.
Disrespect attacks the ego of someone. My first girlfriend told me on our first sexual experience that I was her first time below 30 minutes. This kind of comment creates anxiety. It's probably going to be worse too if you start accusing him of not loving you, or of having a different sexual orientation than what he is. And it's not just in the sexual life... if the relationship has a dynamic of disrespect, anxiety is created, and anxiety, no matter the cause, is bad for a rebooter, because it can cause ED (which I have), which can in turn cause the ego, to go through the floor, and skyrocket anxiety further, creating a really bad vicious circle.
Closedness creates trust issues. As a rebooter, if I watch porn, it's not because I'm not interested in my girlfriend. I have a porn issue. Rebooters have porn issues. It doesn't mean they're not attracted to their partner, it means just that they have that to deal with. So closedness creates trust issues for you, but it also creates trust issues for him too. That's because, if you're scared of porn, he will hide his addiction from you. What happens if you say that something is disappointing to your partner? He might try to stop. But if it happens again, you can bet that he will be scared of telling you. Same thing goes for porn, if your partner is hiding porn from you, it's either because he doesn't trust you can handle it, or that you've never really let him know that you could and that he doesn't have to feel ashamed of his addiction. Of course, if you can't handle it, then you really shouldn't expect him to trust you to handle it
Now, about the what I love the most, as a rebooter.
Understanding leads to relaxation. Having an understanding girlfriend helps me with my anxiety and shame, which helps me with my ED and therefore, my reboot process. Same goes for respect.
Complicity reinforce my bound with my girlfriend and motivates me through my reboot process. It's a lot more easier with someone on my side, than by myself. My girlfriend cheering me up is of huge help.
Creativity does the same, but in a different way. We find alternatives, we enjoy different ways to experiment sex, we think about solutions together, and more importantly, it makes me interested in rebooting. I want to have fun with her, not with porn
Finally, I think that the best is not to show how bad porn affects you, as a partner, because that will scare him and make him feel shame. I think the best, is to show him how life could be much better for both of you if he reboots successfully. Unfortunately, what I'm telling you now, I don't know how good it is when the relationship is advanced. I only know it's great to start a relationship like that and keep going with it. But I wanted to share it with you, who knows, maybe it can help