SouthwestGuy
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I went through the same thing in all honesty. I started getting more 'aggressive' in what type of P I was seeking. I too was starting to ask some questions to myself. I remember seeing a gay P in the beginning and not being a turn on at all (just wasn't my thing). Fast forward 10 years and I found myself watching it... but I still had no attraction towards men. Its weird... the thought of kissing or anything intimate was still not a pleasant thought... but some sexual acts seemed interesting. And it had to be something specific... certain acts were still a turn off. Others were a turn on (usually the things being done to the guy, ie: what my wife could do to me at least). I suppose it was my bodys way of trying to find the 'next level' for PMO.
I started to just think "well maybe I am just bi and am just now realizing it" but I couldn't get past the fact that I didn't find men attractive. After doing recent research this kinda confirms that I was just looking for something more intense. The traditional P got boring, started finding other things.
Best of luck on your journey
I started to just think "well maybe I am just bi and am just now realizing it" but I couldn't get past the fact that I didn't find men attractive. After doing recent research this kinda confirms that I was just looking for something more intense. The traditional P got boring, started finding other things.
Best of luck on your journey