Hello everyone,
I finally decided to register instead of lurking the entire time. I'm 36 and suffer from severe PIED. It's hard to believe that it's been 20 years of internet porn and masturbating 2-6 times a day. I read all the articles and watched the videos from yourbrainonporn last October, but I was on the tail end of a relationship, so giving up P and M wasn't going to happen. I tried for a few days, but my heart wasn't in it. After a few disappointing experiences with casual partners earlier this year, I thought I'd give another go. Half-assed would be giving me too much credit. I stopped P and M for a week. By day 4 I was back to P, but not M. By day 7 I was back to both.
After yet another disappointing encounter, I've decided to take this seriously and get some help. Neither P nor M since last Thursday, but I've had sex a few times since then, Tuesday being the latest. I guess I'm just kind of confused as to what I should be doing/feeling. Should I give up sex for a while? I would really like to avoid that option, if at all possible. I'm starting to get the feeling that I won't have a choice in the matter. My sex drive is at negative 50 right now. I haven't had an erection since Tuesday... no morning wood, nothing. I'm also feeling a bit reclusive, light depression maybe.
Given the severity of my situation, I'm afraid it's going to take several months to see improvement, if I can even hope for it at this point.
I finally decided to register instead of lurking the entire time. I'm 36 and suffer from severe PIED. It's hard to believe that it's been 20 years of internet porn and masturbating 2-6 times a day. I read all the articles and watched the videos from yourbrainonporn last October, but I was on the tail end of a relationship, so giving up P and M wasn't going to happen. I tried for a few days, but my heart wasn't in it. After a few disappointing experiences with casual partners earlier this year, I thought I'd give another go. Half-assed would be giving me too much credit. I stopped P and M for a week. By day 4 I was back to P, but not M. By day 7 I was back to both.
After yet another disappointing encounter, I've decided to take this seriously and get some help. Neither P nor M since last Thursday, but I've had sex a few times since then, Tuesday being the latest. I guess I'm just kind of confused as to what I should be doing/feeling. Should I give up sex for a while? I would really like to avoid that option, if at all possible. I'm starting to get the feeling that I won't have a choice in the matter. My sex drive is at negative 50 right now. I haven't had an erection since Tuesday... no morning wood, nothing. I'm also feeling a bit reclusive, light depression maybe.
Given the severity of my situation, I'm afraid it's going to take several months to see improvement, if I can even hope for it at this point.