xtc14
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Just thought I would make an account just to make my endeavour more trackeable.
I've been struggling to remove porn and masturbation (both together) since 2012.
Back on those days I moved to a bigger city and out of habit I will masturbate maybe daily or do a marathon in the weekend jacking off.
Started masturbating by recording VHS movies, some old mexican porno movies, I was hooked with the rush and the feeling, maybe started this when I was 13 or 14.
Was a late bloomer, had sex for the first time at 24. I couldn't cum the first time..
Wasn't able to get a proper girlfriend until early 2013 meeting her online. Before her I had some hook ups or "FWB" arrangements, none of these girls were smoking hot, maybe were in the 5, 6 category, not to sound superficial but I've always liked hot and attractive girls but for some reason I just couldn't land one of them.
When I met my ex-girlfriend I started having sex with her maybe in the 2nd or 3rd month dating her, the first time I couldn't get it up; I masturbated some days earlier. The next weekend we attempted sex again and it went OK by myself taking a diet of no porn and no orgasm.
As time went on my ex-girlfriend became less interested in sex, so I escalated rapidly on fapping to porn and orgasming several times, sometimes even after having sex with her.
In the end I broke the relationship because the lack of sex..
Now I'm 30 and single, after some relapses this year, I'm again at it, doing HARD MODE, and it's very hard, sometimes I feel like fapping, but the majority of the time I am on the flatline, only in the early mornings when going to the bathroom I wake up with boners but through out the day.
Now, is it possible to reboot while having sex, maybe occasionally from time to time, 2-3 weeks? I don't know if I should go on and proceed to continue with HARD MODE, I'm prone to have the CHASER EFFECT.
Thanks for the support here.
I've been struggling to remove porn and masturbation (both together) since 2012.
Back on those days I moved to a bigger city and out of habit I will masturbate maybe daily or do a marathon in the weekend jacking off.
Started masturbating by recording VHS movies, some old mexican porno movies, I was hooked with the rush and the feeling, maybe started this when I was 13 or 14.
Was a late bloomer, had sex for the first time at 24. I couldn't cum the first time..
Wasn't able to get a proper girlfriend until early 2013 meeting her online. Before her I had some hook ups or "FWB" arrangements, none of these girls were smoking hot, maybe were in the 5, 6 category, not to sound superficial but I've always liked hot and attractive girls but for some reason I just couldn't land one of them.
When I met my ex-girlfriend I started having sex with her maybe in the 2nd or 3rd month dating her, the first time I couldn't get it up; I masturbated some days earlier. The next weekend we attempted sex again and it went OK by myself taking a diet of no porn and no orgasm.
As time went on my ex-girlfriend became less interested in sex, so I escalated rapidly on fapping to porn and orgasming several times, sometimes even after having sex with her.
In the end I broke the relationship because the lack of sex..
Now I'm 30 and single, after some relapses this year, I'm again at it, doing HARD MODE, and it's very hard, sometimes I feel like fapping, but the majority of the time I am on the flatline, only in the early mornings when going to the bathroom I wake up with boners but through out the day.
Now, is it possible to reboot while having sex, maybe occasionally from time to time, 2-3 weeks? I don't know if I should go on and proceed to continue with HARD MODE, I'm prone to have the CHASER EFFECT.
Thanks for the support here.