Second Relapse with Nonporn

Paddrecon

Active Member
Greetings,

I am 24 years old and a master's student in a college. I have been trying to give up porn for good and it has been 17 days in my second trial before I relapsed today. The thing is if I do not PMO I got the feeling that I would spend money on a hooker and be done with it. However, it was only pictures of girls wearing stockings on PC and some Jasmin footage on the TV. Should I count this as a relapse? Damn it I am so frustrated with myself I want a real girlfriend but the thing is quitting porn does not seem to improve relationships with girls(in my first trial I went 42 days w/o porn) too much and I feel a great lack of libido. Though this lack of libido might be related with malnourishment due to my gastritis and GERD.  I appreciate your support in getting back on the ship.
 
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