Hey man don't let these issues beat you. we've all been at that low point one time or another, but it takes that inner strength to get past it. The important things are deciding to learn from these incidents and not have them being entirely negative. The other one is to decide that you deserve more than this, you deserve more a screen and focus on getting to that light at the end of the tunnel while realizing you might have to get through hell to get there.
You got this, stay strong brother.
-SC