Hi! I'm new on here.
I'm 32years old, and have been watching porn since I was maybe 16. I haven't watched porn for maybe 2-3 weeks right now (longest duration ever since I began watching), and withdrawal is really starting to kick in. Got the Flatline thing going on as well.. It feels really like ''am I going to be able to get hard again ever?'' right now.
One thing that's really killing me inside is that since like 3 weeks ago I started to date a girl that I really like, we have so many thing in common and I really don't want this to get in the way.. I don't want to let her down. As little as I want to let myself down with relapsing.. I'm doing this most part for me, but also for the one in the future I'd hope to share my life with.
I've had ED the 2 times we've had sex, and she's understanding and says ''it's not a big deal'', and I've had my time pleasuring her instead than focusing on me though, but if this is going to keep on like this I know she's not going to stick around.. That's what I fear. I know she likes me and I really like her, and I want to focus of course on all the other aspects of a relationship to another person like having fun and cuddling and doing stuff togheter, I've begun to fear sex a little because I get anxious about getting a hard on while we make out before the pants go off and then get soft.
She knows it's all psychological with me, because she said it, but I can't tell her right off the bat that I've ben PMO for many years and I'm quitting.
Think I'm just feeling a little depressed right now due to withdrawal, I try to go excersise as much as possible because it makes me feel better. And this time it's for real, I really want to quit this now, because I'm tired of feeling bad about myself PMO.
Thanks for this great site, where we all can get advise and pull through this togheter.
Stay strong!
I'm 32years old, and have been watching porn since I was maybe 16. I haven't watched porn for maybe 2-3 weeks right now (longest duration ever since I began watching), and withdrawal is really starting to kick in. Got the Flatline thing going on as well.. It feels really like ''am I going to be able to get hard again ever?'' right now.
One thing that's really killing me inside is that since like 3 weeks ago I started to date a girl that I really like, we have so many thing in common and I really don't want this to get in the way.. I don't want to let her down. As little as I want to let myself down with relapsing.. I'm doing this most part for me, but also for the one in the future I'd hope to share my life with.
I've had ED the 2 times we've had sex, and she's understanding and says ''it's not a big deal'', and I've had my time pleasuring her instead than focusing on me though, but if this is going to keep on like this I know she's not going to stick around.. That's what I fear. I know she likes me and I really like her, and I want to focus of course on all the other aspects of a relationship to another person like having fun and cuddling and doing stuff togheter, I've begun to fear sex a little because I get anxious about getting a hard on while we make out before the pants go off and then get soft.
She knows it's all psychological with me, because she said it, but I can't tell her right off the bat that I've ben PMO for many years and I'm quitting.
Think I'm just feeling a little depressed right now due to withdrawal, I try to go excersise as much as possible because it makes me feel better. And this time it's for real, I really want to quit this now, because I'm tired of feeling bad about myself PMO.
Thanks for this great site, where we all can get advise and pull through this togheter.
Stay strong!