I think this abstinent thing works!

Ok so I discovered yourbrainonporn and this forum a little over a year ago.  I tried to go 90 days last year and failed after about 30.  I tried it again this year and made it to about 35-40 days, but I didn't really binge after I caved in...maybe for a day or two.  I reset my counter and started again.  I've been seeing a girl since March, and  we didn't really fool around in the beginning.  Just took it slow.  I explained to her about my problem and she was really cool about it.  Last weekend I  was able to get hard and stay hard long enough for sex.  I didn't finish for because I'm probably not 100% fixed yet, but this was a huge moment for me.  We did it again yesterday and it was even better.  Now I really want to stay away from porn, so I can get more sensitive.
 
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