Camouflage
Active Member
Hi, I am in my late 30's and I have been consuming HC porn throughout my 10 years of marriage. But it never gave me any disorders or problems. I could always perform and finish with my wife whenever I wanted to. But a year ago we broke up, and then I realized that I have ED and DE problems with all of my new partners. The disorders are at least partly porn induced, because masturbation is very difficult without porn but very easy with it.
But why didn't I have these disorders with my wife? Could it be that my brain developped two neural pathways for a dopamine reward: one for porn and one for my wife. Now since we are not together anymore, I have to reboot both of these pathways? What do you guys think, and does anyone else have a similar experience?
But why didn't I have these disorders with my wife? Could it be that my brain developped two neural pathways for a dopamine reward: one for porn and one for my wife. Now since we are not together anymore, I have to reboot both of these pathways? What do you guys think, and does anyone else have a similar experience?