itsdemmusic
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I have not looked at any pornography for +400 days, recently I started mastrubating again very sporadically (after being advised by docter and sexuologist to mastrubate). I have however abstained from mastrubation for close to a whole year.
The thing is: I feel like I haven't really made any progress sexually. Yes, I have been around girls all the time, made out, etc. And I only get semi-hard sometimes or erect (but lessens quickly). I am mentally ready to have sex and I know there a girls interested but I'm afraid I won't be able to sport an erection (so maybe not 100% mentally ready). But because I haven't noticed much to any progress in the 1,5-2 years I've been into this I feel like I might actually be irreversibly fucked up.
I know I was perfectly able to have an erection while kissing or even holding hands, thinking about sex, etc. Now however there is not much response at all.
I could really use some of your thoughts on this. I don't really know what to do. Thanks in advance.
Edit: I forgot to mention that I'm also almost never horny or have a morning wood (mw never actually). It's like me sexual response is just gone with the wind since PMO.
The thing is: I feel like I haven't really made any progress sexually. Yes, I have been around girls all the time, made out, etc. And I only get semi-hard sometimes or erect (but lessens quickly). I am mentally ready to have sex and I know there a girls interested but I'm afraid I won't be able to sport an erection (so maybe not 100% mentally ready). But because I haven't noticed much to any progress in the 1,5-2 years I've been into this I feel like I might actually be irreversibly fucked up.
I know I was perfectly able to have an erection while kissing or even holding hands, thinking about sex, etc. Now however there is not much response at all.
I could really use some of your thoughts on this. I don't really know what to do. Thanks in advance.
Edit: I forgot to mention that I'm also almost never horny or have a morning wood (mw never actually). It's like me sexual response is just gone with the wind since PMO.