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I made 34 days as previously posted, was going string then a lazy Sunday took me by the wayside
Thought I could easily get back again but I've relapsed 5/6 times in the 2 weeks since.
Again for me it's not really porn, it's novelty - chat rooms etc of all types
MO with girlfriend 3 times in the 2 weeks which im unsure how that affects things
today with a hangover I lost 5 hours online looking for the one moment for the perfect O
I feel at times I can do it and other times I rationalize my behavior to myself
I feel better when I acheive things. Saturday, up early, sport then diy then out with mates. sunday complete opposite, what a waste
in 3 weeks I see my girlfriend. thats my next target, 21 days then go from there to bear my 34 and work on the 2 months then 3! i want that sense of achievement back.
easier said than done as I'm 3.5 hrs post PMO and can be quite determined, just gotta keep stronger this time and fight through.
Thanks for reading/listening as always folks
Thought I could easily get back again but I've relapsed 5/6 times in the 2 weeks since.
Again for me it's not really porn, it's novelty - chat rooms etc of all types
MO with girlfriend 3 times in the 2 weeks which im unsure how that affects things
today with a hangover I lost 5 hours online looking for the one moment for the perfect O
I feel at times I can do it and other times I rationalize my behavior to myself
I feel better when I acheive things. Saturday, up early, sport then diy then out with mates. sunday complete opposite, what a waste
in 3 weeks I see my girlfriend. thats my next target, 21 days then go from there to bear my 34 and work on the 2 months then 3! i want that sense of achievement back.
easier said than done as I'm 3.5 hrs post PMO and can be quite determined, just gotta keep stronger this time and fight through.
Thanks for reading/listening as always folks