What a trigger day...

[Ocarinustino]

So today was like very provocative day. Im almost month in reboot,only getting 70% hard morning woods,slight rushes of being turned on but no real proper erection through day. Anyway I got triggered as fuck today.

First I scrolled through TV channels and saw sex scene. Skipped in like 3 seconds to not get triggered. Then I see woman massaging her tits. I realize its no use staying home so I go with couple of friends to beach. There I see a group of 3 women topless. Now through all these trigger encounters I didnt get a stiffy,though I felt my dick tingling. Also I felt this kind of very very light dopamine rush.

Anyway realizing I cant concentrate after few hours,I went home and passing by my neighbours house just to hear my neighbours having sex and wife moaning so sexy telling him to fuck her harder. Like I literally felt I must immediately go home and take ice cold shower and chill the fuck down.

So to conclude this good and bad things. First Im getting slight turn ons just seeing womans body in real life or on pic.Hearing their voice is pleasurable. Like these things werent really expressed when I started my reboot with PIED. So on one side I realize its gonna be super fucking tough making through day not relapsing,but it feels good brain doesnt need ultra brutal porn to get me turned on even a bit.

 

[Chaos Mind]

You got the main point. What you experienced today was really good!

+ You changed the channel TWICE instead of calling it "just a scene"
+ You turned off the TV when you noticed it was doing no good
+ Met up with your friends insteed (1 month ago you'd have spent the day masturbating)
+ noticed naked body and felt arousal!

These are all GREAT achievements dude! I don't see a problem with the tingling down your belly. You don't have to supress the positive emotions that come with real life arousal. The only thing that could ruin such a great day would be you giving in and destroying it all by PMO'ing in the evening. Be happy and glad for what happened today. Don't surrender though, so the next day you can be super proud of yourself.

Keep it up!

 

[Ocarinustino]

Yep things kind of started clearing up. What a difference. Just remembering how like perspective to everything was before and now.
Like the fact I felt urge to jerk 5 times a day to porn.

The fact that was my only way of getting hard. The fact I was obsessing about insanely brutal porn with sluts who would do anything from DP,DAP,gangbangs,sodomy fetishes and many other things which in real life are pretty unrealistic things for average mans life. I had high expectations which only porn sluts could give me,while forgetting sexual and emotional things a real woman could give me.

I think this was a wake up call and I hope to see sucess at the end of this reboot. I needed this refreshment of normal sex values.

 

[gtl923]

Thank you for sharing this. I've had a slow day (though I had my first ever wet dream) and I've had some serious urges. Reading this has motivated me to stay strong.