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The song called "Scar Tissue" by the Red Hot Chili Peppers is one of the most influence songs in my life. There is a verse in it where Anthony Kedis sings, "I'll make it to the moon if I have to crawl." That verse has inspired me to keep on fighting and to never ever give up. That is what I'll be using to further encourage me to complete this task.
So some background information on me is I'm a 23 year old male, from Calgary, AB, Canada. I work in the medical field and have the privilege to look after many different patients with different medical conditions or that are suffering through trauma. I love my job its fast paced, exciting, very extrinsic and very educational.
I have the most amazing girlfriend I could ever ask for, we've been dating since December, her smile just lights up the room, she's very caring, gets along with my friends and family, also an amazing Italian cook.
So starting in September I'll be continuing my post secondary education and going to learn more about my field. I want to conquer my addiction by that time. I want to focus 100% on my studies so I'll be able to help people the most efficient way possible.
I've been struggling with porn addiction for as long as I can remember, when I was a child I was addicted to video games and then that progressed to pornography because they had some sexually suggestive images in these games. I started drawing naked females, and every day I would wake up look at porn then go to school. Its gotten to the point where if I'd masturbate enough I would feel pain when trying to urinate.
So I looked at porn earlier today and that's the final straw, I need to change my life. I need to eliminate the triggers and find ways to occupy the void. I have the biggest problem with internet porn, I don't know why. My phone and my laptop are two essential tools in my life, but also two huge problems. I need help in solving this problem. I just emailed a group therapy session and I plan to work hard, go to their sessions and live life.
Porn drains my energy, takes up a lot of time and keeps me up at night. I need to stop and focus on living life outside of a computer.
If you guys have any advice for me on how to block porn on my phone please let me know. I also need my phone for work.
Thank you I'll try to post every day on this if possible.
So some background information on me is I'm a 23 year old male, from Calgary, AB, Canada. I work in the medical field and have the privilege to look after many different patients with different medical conditions or that are suffering through trauma. I love my job its fast paced, exciting, very extrinsic and very educational.
I have the most amazing girlfriend I could ever ask for, we've been dating since December, her smile just lights up the room, she's very caring, gets along with my friends and family, also an amazing Italian cook.
So starting in September I'll be continuing my post secondary education and going to learn more about my field. I want to conquer my addiction by that time. I want to focus 100% on my studies so I'll be able to help people the most efficient way possible.
I've been struggling with porn addiction for as long as I can remember, when I was a child I was addicted to video games and then that progressed to pornography because they had some sexually suggestive images in these games. I started drawing naked females, and every day I would wake up look at porn then go to school. Its gotten to the point where if I'd masturbate enough I would feel pain when trying to urinate.
So I looked at porn earlier today and that's the final straw, I need to change my life. I need to eliminate the triggers and find ways to occupy the void. I have the biggest problem with internet porn, I don't know why. My phone and my laptop are two essential tools in my life, but also two huge problems. I need help in solving this problem. I just emailed a group therapy session and I plan to work hard, go to their sessions and live life.
Porn drains my energy, takes up a lot of time and keeps me up at night. I need to stop and focus on living life outside of a computer.
If you guys have any advice for me on how to block porn on my phone please let me know. I also need my phone for work.
Thank you I'll try to post every day on this if possible.