My Recovery Journal

[RAMI]

Hey Rami, if you are good at listening to english, I do encourage to watch the youtube channel.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCaEqbNJURD6ChROqueUdNuA/videos

Keep strong.

Yeah, Gabe's channel it's great. Everyone struggling with porn should watch those videos regularly, they?re awesome.

 

[stayingstrong]

Hey Rami, I see you have "relapsed", do you have weights to lift? do you go to the gym? play futbol (soccer) or anything? Maybe you should get a hobby (play an instrument) or do something physical, so you can use that "energy" into something else and more productive.
Good Luck in this try

 

[RAMI]

I had my first wet dream in over a year, I think it?s because I?m doing this streak on hardmode. I know that WD are completely normal but to be honest, I was freaked out about it, specially because after wiping off I had a huge urge to masturbate, but I was able to let the cravings go.

 

[RAMI]

Long time not writing here. I'm in a very very dark period in my life right now. Withdrawals are hitting me really hard, plus, my GF ended our eight years relationship, so I'm dealing with lots of feelings. Depression and anxiety went through the roof, and the hopelessness I'm feeling it's terrible. The good thing is that I finally opened my eyes and saw how this addiction affected not only me, but my loved ones too. The realization of the damage that I've done to myself and the people who I love really made me fall to my knees like never before. I can't even describe you the sadness I've been feeling this couple of weeks. Everybody who's still using porn needs to realize that it only robs you the ability to enjoy life, to appreciate the little things, it takes you your drive and motivation to better yourself, to really respect and love yourself, it kills your self esteem. But most importantly, it destroys your ability to experience true intimacy and joy with the person you love.

 

[Hablablos]

Hello RAMI,

you have my respect man. I can't even imagine what it feels like to lose your loved partner, because I didn't had any. I believe you will beat this addiction. There is no doubt about it.

 

[RAMI]

Hello RAMI,

you have my respect man. I can't even imagine what it feels like to lose your loved partner, because I didn't had any. I believe you will beat this addiction. There is no doubt about it.

Thanks for your words, man. Yeah, it really sucks, but all this thing gave me the motivation I needed to realize I don't want porn to be a part of my life anymore. I needed this to happen to be able to see that the selfish way I was living was hurting not only me, but my loved ones too.