Porn induced delayed ejaculation my story

[gohanrage]

I am watching my second show on porn induced delayed ejaculation. Over the years. its gotten worse and worse. when I was young I could ejaculate anytime. The first thing I noticed is not being able to ejaculate while standing. for some reason I could only ejaculate while laying on my back. later I had to be watching porn in order to ejaculate and now. rarely get a natural hard on which is when you don't have to touch your penis in order to get an erection. There have been many times where I would masturbate and I could just tell I am getting no where I am not going to cum and I should shit quit trying. I went from being able to ejaculate daily to needing to wait a week or 2 before I could achieve ejaculation. I bought a little note book and each day I write in it the Date. if I didn't watch porn or masturbate I just write the date Oct 3rd Oct 4 etc. other times I will write failed to ejaculate or successfully ejaculated.

I've been keeping track of the weeks. I go without any porn or any masturbation.

Unlike other guys in this forum. I have never been on a date. I am a virgin at 35 years old. as much as I'd like to be dating No one wants to be with a guy who doesn't function.

I'd like to get back to where I can ejaculate just because of the pleasure of masturbating not because I am watching porno. its been 4 or 5 weeks and I have been successful once and unsuccessful another time.

It is incredibly hard not to go visit my Tumblr which is an endless school of Porno Photos and Videos. I also have VCDs of porn I downloaded in the past.

I didn't see porno until 1998 I was 18 years old and we got our first family PC that year.  I've been watching it 17 years.

I miss the feeling of getting Horny.

 

[blueleo7]

I think NoFap hardmode is something you should take part in.No porn and No masturbation for 90 days.it should bring all the feelings and sensation back,honestly feel that it will give you confidence with the ladys aswell.You've got nothing to loose.i suffered from DE aswell and it cured me.If it doesnt work,you need to go see a doctor.good luck

 

[Numez]

go hard mode and forget about porn or porno as you call it and masturbation.

you never dated so how you know if no one wants to be with a guy who doesnt function? there is infinite number of personalities, many of which you can spend great time with no matter what state you are in. im not saying first couple of dates will go smoothly but they could and if they dont, eventually you can find a girl that is patient and supportive enough for you to become couple or whatever. you are just assuming there and you are even assuming that you cant function. you said you are a virgin, how you even know? well, i must admit that its likely but enough of assuming and sabotaging. even if you cant function and dozens of girls reject you that does not mean you cant have gf and recover. it will take some time, fear facing, overcoming anxiety etc. but in the end its nice journey. most people just live comfortable lives on autopilot and it can get really boring. you are kind of pushed into living more aware life, self improving, expanding comfort zone and accepting yourself as you are. use that push. good luck.

 

[pearland71]

It will come back.....Just don't expect overnight results...I've been flatlined for almost a year. I'm experimenting with ideas (my girlfriend's idea). I have improved as will you.....Stay positive...Don't allow it to control your well-being. I seriously believe there are deeper side effects with PIED. My mental side has been thrown off as well. I didn't feel joy/happiness. I don't take any meds for anything. I created this and I will get through it. Just as you will.

Stay positive. Head up!