Hi everybody ,
I am new to the forum and I wish everyone good luck in their weaning and I hope you will support me you too: D (and sorry for my bad English in topic)
I currently have in 21 years and I suffer a lot because I'm addicted to pornographic sites and webcam amateurs, but I handed aware of the problem until this age. But not only porn, masturbation also
My beginning was when I was a teenager, when I was 14, I stumbled by accident on a pornographic piece, I saw and it pleased me a lot, then I have not tried yet on porn; one day of speaking classmates porn, they said a site I'm saved, I visited this website and that was the big step this accursed addiction,
I almost saw all the videos on this site and also at the age of 16 I began to discover what is masturbation, at first it was a remarkable feeling, I liked to masturbate before sleep without seeing porn,
just by imagination or fantasize about a girl I saw in my class, after that it is developed, I began to masturbate by seeing porn and parallel I searched on google is that masturbation is a danger or no, I always fell on posts like "this is normal" "no danger" etc ..
With time, I started downloaded pornographic films and see the sites of webcams amateurs,
but I never had sex with a girl, even flirting, besides, I have no friends to go out, I'm the one who was rather addicted to video games, I never had a girlfriend throughout my life, even to this day ... it can be because of my ugliness, or because of my addiction
After this list and exactly when I turned 19, I started to be aware that porn, masturbation is not good, the porn is not the reality, I tried many times to stop this bad habit, porn, I have not succeeded, I can just resist three days, but masturbation, I managed to resist masturbation without 40 days after it was the new drop
Since that age, I can not sleep without thinking about the porn ,, or an erotic scene, I can not control that, and when I wake up, well I happen to erect and directly I began to jerk me a little, just without ejaculating movement
Well, I 21 years, I very much regret what happened Me, I made a small balance between ME BEFORE AND PORN MASTURBATION and ME AFTER THIS HELL, I'm more active, I more successful in my school with above average good the last three years after my degree, I have no desire to play sports, attend afraid of people, afraid to seduce a girl, no desire to achieve something etc .. .
I started a withdrawal in August and I managed not to masturbate during 59 days ((03/08 - 02/10) without PMO) and I cracked 3 October, I was out in an evening with students and I had a lot of rakes and I was very motivated to seduce a girl, I'm a little too exaggerated during the evening and when I got home I made the mistake ; I dared to see hentai movie then I followed a lot of porn videos and masturbation as after that I felt a relief, it's commme if I had a pressure and after masturbation I relieved, but Sunday morning I felt sorry again, worth having again reviewed the porn and masturbation
; I handed the counter to zero and I'm in my fourth day, I set a goal not to M and P do not see during the rest of 2015; it's hard, but when I see that I have succeeded 60 days, so I have to push even more, but I'm determined to succeed this goal
I am new to the forum and I wish everyone good luck in their weaning and I hope you will support me you too: D (and sorry for my bad English in topic)
I currently have in 21 years and I suffer a lot because I'm addicted to pornographic sites and webcam amateurs, but I handed aware of the problem until this age. But not only porn, masturbation also
My beginning was when I was a teenager, when I was 14, I stumbled by accident on a pornographic piece, I saw and it pleased me a lot, then I have not tried yet on porn; one day of speaking classmates porn, they said a site I'm saved, I visited this website and that was the big step this accursed addiction,
I almost saw all the videos on this site and also at the age of 16 I began to discover what is masturbation, at first it was a remarkable feeling, I liked to masturbate before sleep without seeing porn,
just by imagination or fantasize about a girl I saw in my class, after that it is developed, I began to masturbate by seeing porn and parallel I searched on google is that masturbation is a danger or no, I always fell on posts like "this is normal" "no danger" etc ..
With time, I started downloaded pornographic films and see the sites of webcams amateurs,
but I never had sex with a girl, even flirting, besides, I have no friends to go out, I'm the one who was rather addicted to video games, I never had a girlfriend throughout my life, even to this day ... it can be because of my ugliness, or because of my addiction
After this list and exactly when I turned 19, I started to be aware that porn, masturbation is not good, the porn is not the reality, I tried many times to stop this bad habit, porn, I have not succeeded, I can just resist three days, but masturbation, I managed to resist masturbation without 40 days after it was the new drop
Since that age, I can not sleep without thinking about the porn ,, or an erotic scene, I can not control that, and when I wake up, well I happen to erect and directly I began to jerk me a little, just without ejaculating movement
Well, I 21 years, I very much regret what happened Me, I made a small balance between ME BEFORE AND PORN MASTURBATION and ME AFTER THIS HELL, I'm more active, I more successful in my school with above average good the last three years after my degree, I have no desire to play sports, attend afraid of people, afraid to seduce a girl, no desire to achieve something etc .. .
I started a withdrawal in August and I managed not to masturbate during 59 days ((03/08 - 02/10) without PMO) and I cracked 3 October, I was out in an evening with students and I had a lot of rakes and I was very motivated to seduce a girl, I'm a little too exaggerated during the evening and when I got home I made the mistake ; I dared to see hentai movie then I followed a lot of porn videos and masturbation as after that I felt a relief, it's commme if I had a pressure and after masturbation I relieved, but Sunday morning I felt sorry again, worth having again reviewed the porn and masturbation
; I handed the counter to zero and I'm in my fourth day, I set a goal not to M and P do not see during the rest of 2015; it's hard, but when I see that I have succeeded 60 days, so I have to push even more, but I'm determined to succeed this goal