BeckKate
New Member
Hello Gabe and
First of all thanks for all your usefull videos as well as the tips that you have been giving through this forum..
Here is my story:
I haven't watched porn in 4 months and 15 days (since january 14)
I really feel that the porn is out of my life for good since i haven't got any urge to even type a porn website, in the beginning was pretty hard to stay away but as the time passed by has gotten ridicusly easier
The period of these 4 months and 15 days i have intentionally fapped around 4 times(i used neither visual stimulation nor mental stimulation ,fantasies etc) Also, i had a lot of wet dreams which are around 10-12 maybe more i dont quite remember.
The thing is the last two times that i fapped i wash't horny whatsoever, i mean i hadh't u know that feeling when you can't resist even though both times i was really hard but i wash't feeling horny, does that means that i was in flatline? does this fucks up my whole process to get here? even though i do get hard from sensation i still dont get aroused by Real girls i do not feel that i want to fuck a girl even if she is really hot.
When i was younger i would get a boner just by a random thought.
However i haven't been with any girl these 4 months and as i stated in the title iam a virgin, shall i try to find a girl to wire to the Real thing or should i wait until i feel aroused? at the moment i do not have any libido.
Some things about me:
Iam in a good shape and around 14% bf i do not eat crap food and i have a balanced diet
Supplements that iam currently taking is
ZMA and Orange Triad(is a multivitamin)
What's your thoughts guys? please help me because this whole thing mess with my mind :/
First of all thanks for all your usefull videos as well as the tips that you have been giving through this forum..
Here is my story:
I haven't watched porn in 4 months and 15 days (since january 14)
I really feel that the porn is out of my life for good since i haven't got any urge to even type a porn website, in the beginning was pretty hard to stay away but as the time passed by has gotten ridicusly easier
The period of these 4 months and 15 days i have intentionally fapped around 4 times(i used neither visual stimulation nor mental stimulation ,fantasies etc) Also, i had a lot of wet dreams which are around 10-12 maybe more i dont quite remember.
The thing is the last two times that i fapped i wash't horny whatsoever, i mean i hadh't u know that feeling when you can't resist even though both times i was really hard but i wash't feeling horny, does that means that i was in flatline? does this fucks up my whole process to get here? even though i do get hard from sensation i still dont get aroused by Real girls i do not feel that i want to fuck a girl even if she is really hot.
When i was younger i would get a boner just by a random thought.
However i haven't been with any girl these 4 months and as i stated in the title iam a virgin, shall i try to find a girl to wire to the Real thing or should i wait until i feel aroused? at the moment i do not have any libido.
Some things about me:
Iam in a good shape and around 14% bf i do not eat crap food and i have a balanced diet
Supplements that iam currently taking is
ZMA and Orange Triad(is a multivitamin)
What's your thoughts guys? please help me because this whole thing mess with my mind :/