PIED for at least 10 years

[Spanishguy]

Hello guys.

I would like to tell you about how I have ignored my problem for so many years.
I am 29 and I have PIED since I was 19, or at least that was the first time I noticed it with a partner. At that time I just thought that person didn`t atract me enough to get hard. So I decided to not see people for some time and just masturbate, I wasn?t really interested in having a partner. The problem was that I completely ignored my ED...I though it couldn't be possible to have an ED being only 19.

After some other really bad experiences with sex(couldn`t maintain the erection for more than 2 o 3 minutes)...I became more adicted to porn...and pictures. My obsession was not normal and I knew it, but I was happy spending hours watching pictures and saving them in my computer while touching myself...I could do it 3 or 4 times every day...for years. I also got obsessed with spying people(something really weird, I know). Everytime I was sad, tired, stressed or bored I masturbated...I went to bed to late watching porn....so..many times I just didn't go to class.

It was two years ago that I decided to pay attention to my problem because I felt really atracted to someone in all senses and I wanted it to work...but I found a big problem on the way...PIED. I couldn?t get an erection without thinking about porn or dirty pictures. The relationship failed because of my insecurities...I got depressed...and that led me to compulsive masturbation...I was a 27 year old adult masturbating 3 times a day. I masturbated even with my penis not erected until I came.

Now I am seeing someone...I quited porn two weeks ago...but my penis is dead. I don?t have morning woods...I don?t feel anything. Yesterday we "had sex"...and my penis was completely soft while doing me a blowjob. It was emabrrasing...I had to start shaking it hard...but it lasted hard for a minute.

I have ruined my sexual life...and also my possibilities to get a real partner.

I would like to know if it is possible to recover from this. Anyone my age that has overcome this? I have spent like 15 years watching porn and I feel useless...I have lost all confidence on myself and just want to avoid sex.

I know it is just a matter of time...but I would like to hear about someone in my situation who has recovered.

Thanks for reading guys...and good luck for everyone.

 

[math forum]

Hello guys.

I would like to tell you about how I have ignored my problem for so many years.
I am 29 and I have PIED since I was 19, or at least that was the first time I noticed it with a partner. At that time I just thought that person didn`t atract me enough to get hard. So I decided to not see people for some time and just masturbate, I wasn?t really interested in having a partner. The problem was that I completely ignored my ED...I though it couldn't be possible to have an ED being only 19.

After some other really bad experiences with sex(couldn`t maintain the erection for more than 2 o 3 minutes)...I became more adicted to porn...and pictures. My obsession was not normal and I knew it, but I was happy spending hours watching pictures and saving them in my computer while touching myself...I could do it 3 or 4 times every day...for years. I also got obsessed with spying people(something really weird, I know). Everytime I was sad, tired, stressed or bored I masturbated...I went to bed to late watching porn....so..many times I just didn't go to class.

It was two years ago that I decided to pay attention to my problem because I felt really atracted to someone in all senses and I wanted it to work...but I found a big problem on the way...PIED. I couldn?t get an erection without thinking about porn or dirty pictures. The relationship failed because of my insecurities...I got depressed...and that led me to compulsive masturbation...I was a 27 year old adult masturbating 3 times a day. I masturbated even with my penis not erected until I came.

Now I am seeing someone...I quited porn two weeks ago...but my penis is dead. I don?t have morning woods...I don?t feel anything. Yesterday we "had sex"...and my penis was completely soft while doing me a blowjob. It was emabrrasing...I had to start shaking it hard...but it lasted hard for a minute.

I have ruined my sexual life...and also my possibilities to get a real partner.

I would like to know if it is possible to recover from this. Anyone my age that has overcome this? I have spent like 15 years watching porn and I feel useless...I have lost all confidence on myself and just want to avoid sex.

I know it is just a matter of time...but I would like to hear about someone in my situation who has recovered.

Thanks for reading guys...and good luck for everyone.

Hello man, i am 22's same story as u

U are not alone

I am trying to do this, thats my last hope... So lets get it on!
Be strong

 

[alan.shi]

Hey I'm new on RebootNation and I would like to know how to start my own journal?

 

[Gambit123]

Hey friend,

Stay strong. Follow the program. Hardmode for at least 3 months . Then rewire and be careful with orgasms. Dead dock (flatline) is part of the process. It will pass.

Just be ready for a journey. It gets easier with time. Like you, I had pied for years. I'm a year in and still in the healing process but I've seen drastic improvement and my pied is much better. Some are cured in weeks some it takes well over a year. Just follow the program and just have faith.

 

[HARDWIRED]

Read and watch all the videos you can buddy.  You're still young. It will work, it just may not happen as fast as unwanted it too. Stay disciplined and it'll be worth it!!!

 

[Spanishguy]

Thanks for the support,

I lost faith in this since I had dead dick...and I couldn?t avoid to watch porn...yesterday I didi it three times...I ruined all my progress...but also mentally I feel like I don?t believe in this anymore...I was conveinced to never do it again and yesterday I had an awfull day. There are so many triggers...I should stop going to the gym or using FB and IG. Everywhere I look I find a reason to M...

Let?s start again...good luck

 

[Vassily Quijano]

Come on buddy, you can do this. I was a 22 year old virgin (failed multiple times) and I was able to get out of this one. Whenever you lose faith in the process read this story about the chinese bamboo tree:

Like any plant, growth of the Chinese Bamboo Tree requires nurturing ? water, fertile soil, sunshine. In its first year, we see no visible signs of activity. In the second year, again, no growth above the soil. The third, the fourth, still nothing. Our patience is tested and we begin to wonder if our efforts (caring, water, etc.) will ever be rewarded.

And finally in the fifth year ? behold, a miracle! We experience growth. And what growth it is! The Chinese Bamboo Tree grows 80 feet in just six weeks!

But let?s be serious, does the Chinese Bamboo Tree really grow 80 feet in six weeks? Did the Chinese Bamboo Tree lie dormant for four years only to grow exponentially in the fifth? Or, was the little tree growing underground, developing a root system strong enough to support its potential for outward growth in the fifth year and beyond? The answer is, of course, obvious. Had the tree not developed a strong unseen foundation it could not have sustained its life as it grew. The same principle is true for people. People, who patiently toil towards worthwhile dreams and goals, building strong character while overcoming adversity and challenge, grow the strong internal foundation to handle success, while get-rich- quickers and lottery winners usually are unable to sustain unearned sudden wealth.

Come on man, I know you probably don't believe this is true, but you are at the bottom already, what's the worst that can happen if you decide to give it your best try?