I am a 15 year school student. I usually top my class and I am a good guy but I have this addiction. I learn coding in my free time. My friends won't even believe me if I tell them that I am a porn and jerk addict. It all started when I would look at the hot pics of actresses in facebook. They were not porn , of course. Then I began searching for softcore porn in the YouTube. This went on for an year or two. At that time, I didn't even know that there is anything beyond kissing or hugging. One day I searched for hot videos and ended up on a hardcore porn website. I remember the time when a naked woman looked so weird to me for the first time. I closed that immediately. As I came across many such photos, I was eager and looked at hardcore porn maybe not before March this year. At that time, I would watch porn just about once in two weeks. I first MO ed this May. I cried that day. For a few months I didn't PMO. I was not an addict that time. I made P as my daily routine from September till now, but MO was once in two days or three days. Sometimes, I PMO an entire week. My maximum streak without P was 6 days. There has never been anything longer than 2 days than that. I wish to forget completely about P and MO. Thank you everyone.
When I first started PMO, I was triggered when my parents leave me alone in house. As I became more addicted, my parents being busy in the kitchen or living room also triggered me and I would PMO in the bedroom.
Today is my day 1
When I first started PMO, I was triggered when my parents leave me alone in house. As I became more addicted, my parents being busy in the kitchen or living room also triggered me and I would PMO in the bedroom.
Today is my day 1