10 days and then a moment of craziness and I relapsed, then again a few hours later, triggered by scrolling through Netflix menu. This is strange because over the last week I watched films with actual sex scenes in them and was fine, but once i allowed myself to consider that you might "just have 1 exception" it all went crazy.
I need to just get through the next few days without another relapse and then I can apply what I learnt. Most important is that when I am on a streak I need to not let the possibility enter my head, and if it does I need to leave the house right away. I was feeling much better, more energy, sleeping better, more alert, I don't know how that will change after the relapse but I want to get back to that.
I need to just get through the next few days without another relapse and then I can apply what I learnt. Most important is that when I am on a streak I need to not let the possibility enter my head, and if it does I need to leave the house right away. I was feeling much better, more energy, sleeping better, more alert, I don't know how that will change after the relapse but I want to get back to that.