Getting Back on Track

[Mojo]

It has been a year and a half since I've been involved with this forum and as you can probably guess a year and a half of giving in to my  addiction to porn and masturbation.  Right now it is hard for me to put onto words the shame I am feeling, not only the shame that has always accompanies masturbation, but the shame in giving up on my goals from a few years ago.  I know that the shame and isolation that accompany this addiction have been feeding the loneliness and depression I have been going through.  I do have hope for the future and know it has been helpful to read others journals and to post my thoughts in the past.

 

[Doc]

Tracking along side you brother,
I'm back for 8 days now after over 6 months PMO free followed by falling off the wagon and failure.  I reckon this is the "RE" part of reboot for some of us.  Stay focused and take it one day at a time.  It's all we can really do.
R

 

[RGR]

Mojo,
Good to have you back! The fact that you are here now shows that you are moving forward. The addiction will try to remind you of your past and use it to keep you under its control. We all come short of the mark which is why it is so important to be here and see that despite all our differences we all struggle with the same issues. We are with you!