LoneWolf
Member
Hi. I'm 18 yo and starting with serious no PMO.
I already have tried to do no-fap several times but failed in all attempts because I hasn't any knowledge or support. I discovery YBOP yesterday and decided that it's time to take it serious.
I have never kissed or have any kind of relationship with a girl. My fetiches are starting to get dark and many of them are illegal. I have depression, social anxietry and others mental illness (all of them was self-diagnostic with 99% of sure).
The main problem I'm facing is movies, a lot of them has sexual scenes and sensual women, so I decided to stop watching movies too (even it's a thing I love to do).
I don't know yet if I will fap once a week (since has studies who shows that no fapping after 6 days your testosterone starts decreasing) or if I will stop completely. HELP ME.
I want to start meditating again (after 10 months of meditation everyday I stopped because of the school and never was able to come back, no willpower to come back).
I was thinking of starting to go to gym but there has a lot of sexy womens in legging, so it's better not. So instead I'm thinking in start running and start to go to the gym after a month.
The motivation to start PMO is basicaly 2: improve myself and confront my animal desires to be able to reach my concept of enlightenment (I don't want to stop sex, I just want to be able to control and moderate my desires).
I already have tried to do no-fap several times but failed in all attempts because I hasn't any knowledge or support. I discovery YBOP yesterday and decided that it's time to take it serious.
I have never kissed or have any kind of relationship with a girl. My fetiches are starting to get dark and many of them are illegal. I have depression, social anxietry and others mental illness (all of them was self-diagnostic with 99% of sure).
The main problem I'm facing is movies, a lot of them has sexual scenes and sensual women, so I decided to stop watching movies too (even it's a thing I love to do).
I don't know yet if I will fap once a week (since has studies who shows that no fapping after 6 days your testosterone starts decreasing) or if I will stop completely. HELP ME.
I want to start meditating again (after 10 months of meditation everyday I stopped because of the school and never was able to come back, no willpower to come back).
I was thinking of starting to go to gym but there has a lot of sexy womens in legging, so it's better not. So instead I'm thinking in start running and start to go to the gym after a month.
The motivation to start PMO is basicaly 2: improve myself and confront my animal desires to be able to reach my concept of enlightenment (I don't want to stop sex, I just want to be able to control and moderate my desires).