damn!!! as much as I hate relapses, I have no other choices but to come here and write and get advice from you guys. I think I am weak I have no commitment well that is what I have realised lately. I fail at everything I try doing ,well recently I wanted to lose weight but I stopped along the way because I thought I would see results soon but that didn't happen so I gave up. This attitude of mine also affects my recovery because everytime I am online I fall to being a victim of internet porn addiction and the reason I keep falling is because of being constantly being online and also categorizing myself with people who find it normal to PMO. I want to be offline for a while and see if this will work because on the social platforms there are many triggers that lead me to PMO. I have seen this pattern in my recovery,even though I keep telling myself that I'll overcome my addiction without being offline but I have realised that it is never going to workout. solidarity from most things is what I need right now and see if this will workout.
