rodrigo_reboot
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Hello everyone and sorry for my english.
I am 33 yo and like most, I have been a heavy p user since my teenager years. For the last few years I have been strugling to stop it, but with litle success so far.
Last year I ended an engagement, had another relanshionship that ended badly and after that I came back to heavy use of p. I can use it for hours and hours.
I don't really have ED, but after heavy use, my libido is lowered, I have less motivation in general, mildly depression and I just feel like a worse version of myself. After binging sometimes I feel so miserable that I sometimes have suicidal toughts.
I also have no doubt that I am an addicted. The fact that even tough I try really hard to stop, I cannot stay away from it is proof enough.
For me it is extremely hard to stop it. I feel disgusted with myself for it. I consider myself a responsible and good person. I have a good carreer, a good job, I am an atractive guy and have no trouble in getting women or in life in general, but this addiction seems stronger than me. I used to binge drink sometimes in the past, but I was able to completely stop it. Just p seems stronger than me so far.
I met a woman and we seem to be really getting well together so far. Sex is great so far but I am using pills and I want stop it.
I have separated counts for p use and MO without P. I would like to stop it all, but I have to be realistic. Even If I fail to stop it all, if I just stop p and I am able to MO only a few times, that would still be better than no progress at all.
So here it goes another try!
Please, I really need any help you guys can lend me. I have to beat it. I can't believe something like that is stronger than me. This time failure is not a option.
Thanks everyone.
I am 33 yo and like most, I have been a heavy p user since my teenager years. For the last few years I have been strugling to stop it, but with litle success so far.
Last year I ended an engagement, had another relanshionship that ended badly and after that I came back to heavy use of p. I can use it for hours and hours.
I don't really have ED, but after heavy use, my libido is lowered, I have less motivation in general, mildly depression and I just feel like a worse version of myself. After binging sometimes I feel so miserable that I sometimes have suicidal toughts.
I also have no doubt that I am an addicted. The fact that even tough I try really hard to stop, I cannot stay away from it is proof enough.
For me it is extremely hard to stop it. I feel disgusted with myself for it. I consider myself a responsible and good person. I have a good carreer, a good job, I am an atractive guy and have no trouble in getting women or in life in general, but this addiction seems stronger than me. I used to binge drink sometimes in the past, but I was able to completely stop it. Just p seems stronger than me so far.
I met a woman and we seem to be really getting well together so far. Sex is great so far but I am using pills and I want stop it.
I have separated counts for p use and MO without P. I would like to stop it all, but I have to be realistic. Even If I fail to stop it all, if I just stop p and I am able to MO only a few times, that would still be better than no progress at all.
So here it goes another try!
Please, I really need any help you guys can lend me. I have to beat it. I can't believe something like that is stronger than me. This time failure is not a option.
Thanks everyone.