Ontrack Man
Active Member
Hi,
I just wanted to say that after going through HOCD, PIED and of course porn addiction, I've got things pretty much under control.
Las week I've been meeting a girl, making out, very soft core, but that's what I need. Every time we've met, that night I have a sexual dream or fantasy about her, which is incredible because it's been years since the last time I fantasised about a (real) girl.
I will talk to her soon to tell her about my addiction and explain why I can't and don't want to have sex with her at the moment, it might mess up my reboot and I want to go all the way with this.
I've still got a long way to go, but I am keeping strong. And this implies letting go of somethings I might like right now for a future, greater reward.
I'm just realising... it's the same story again... I want pop some pills and have sex with her, but I'm not cured yet. I want the instant gratification instead of waiting patiently for the big prize at the end.
Keep on truckin'!
I just wanted to say that after going through HOCD, PIED and of course porn addiction, I've got things pretty much under control.
Las week I've been meeting a girl, making out, very soft core, but that's what I need. Every time we've met, that night I have a sexual dream or fantasy about her, which is incredible because it's been years since the last time I fantasised about a (real) girl.
I will talk to her soon to tell her about my addiction and explain why I can't and don't want to have sex with her at the moment, it might mess up my reboot and I want to go all the way with this.
I've still got a long way to go, but I am keeping strong. And this implies letting go of somethings I might like right now for a future, greater reward.
I'm just realising... it's the same story again... I want pop some pills and have sex with her, but I'm not cured yet. I want the instant gratification instead of waiting patiently for the big prize at the end.
Keep on truckin'!