Alcohol - Twenty years
Credit cards - nine years
Social media - five years
Gambling - one year
Sugar - One year
Rage - three months
Porn - two days
YouTube - two weeks
Reddit.com - zero days
PMO - over one year
I've been working my ass off on releasing this porn thing, and I'm getting pretty close.
This week I've come to terms with the reality that I've got an emotional attachment (call it an "addiction" if you will) to self disgust. I've come to learn to enjoy and even find comfort in the self disgust provided by porn. That's a surprise, and not a place where I want to be today. It's good to know this.
Secondly, I've listed many, many reasons to step away from porn, but the only one I can find that is sufficiently compelling for me to end porn use, is the emotional distress I always experience during and after using it. That, for me, is a compelling reason to quit. I might be stressed, or distressed, before choosing to use porn, but I'm *definitely* emotionally distressed during and after using it.
The porn-induced emotional distress is real, tangible, and even measureable. It's worth it for me to give up the emotional distress that porn always gives rise to.
Love to all.